What's Written In The Stars [H.S]

Part 50

(Warning: mature content)

ADITI'S POV

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He looks at me, his green eyes showing a darker shade. He slowly walks closer and stands right in front of me, hovering me slightly. He slowly glides his fingers from my elbows up to my neck. Though I'm wearing a hoodie, I can still feel the goosebumps rise on my skin. He cups my face and I shudder. He leans in closer and his lips brush past against mine. He does the same again and I know he's teasing me. He pulls back a little, our nose touching. I look down at his pink heart shaped lips. They look so kissable.

You shouldn't be kissing him! My subconscious screams.
Remember the girl he was out with. But I want to kiss him. A battle taking place in my mind.

"Harry." I let out a sigh finally.

He doesn't say anything, but simply hums.

"Kiss me." I whisper and the next moment I'm being pushed back against the door. Harry kisses me hard on the lips and I kiss him back. We move in sync. I tug his hair while he grabs my hips.

I moan as he bites down my lips and then licks it. Remembering what he said last time, I part my lips and his tongue enters my mouth, sending shivers down my spine. Our kiss is hot and feverish. The butterflies in my stomach go wild.

"Fuck Aditi." He curses and pulls away. His voice raspy and deep.

"God, I've never been so turned on just by kissing." My eyes go wide as he says this. I've never been spoken to like this before, in a dirty way...but the way he said it sounds so hot.

"You've never been talked dirty to before, have you?" He asks and I bite my lip. He must be thinking that I live in a cave.

I shake my head no and he looks at me with a look I can't read. He leans in and kisses me again, but very slowly and softly this time. I savour every second of it. He moves lower with his kisses, going down to my jaw, down to my neck. Harry then kisses me on the spot just below my ears and I whimper. He bites it, licks it and kisses it again making me moan his name.

Harry brings his lips back to mine, kissing them again. He then moves my legs wider with his knees. His hands grip my hips harder as he pushes his pelvis against mine. The feeling is indescribable and new. I can feel my body heating up, as he does it again. Breaking the kiss I pull away, my mouth slightly open as I pant heavily. I can feel his hard grinding against my crotch.

I close my eyes as I feel something in the pool of my stomach as he does it again and again. I grab on to the front of his shirt as my head rolls back.

I don't know what takes over me but I move my hips forward to meet his. I bite my lips down to try to stop myself from moaning loud.

"Fuck." He groans into my neck, "If you do that again, I swear I'm gonna come."

Harry stops his thrusting and holds my hips in place, stopping me from moving as well.

"I want to touch you baby." He says as he pecks my lips. Hasn't he been touching me all this time? Harry smirks as he reads my confusion. He leans in closer to my ear and whispers, "Down there."

Shivers run down my spine as he says those words. Oh my.

He slowly moves a hand away from my hips and moves it along my hip bone, bringing it closer to the waistband in the front. He trails his fingers up towards my belly button, moving his index finger slowly in circles around it, creating a mixture of emotions. He then moves south and undoes the knot of the lace at the waistband. My breathing becomes heavy and I look up at him.

But instead of seeing Harry's face I see Tom's drunk-disgusting face. I shut my eyes, trying to push away his face from my mind, but when I open them again it's still his face.

"NO!"

I shut my legs tight together, remembering how he had touched me there.

"Are you okay?" Harry whispers, he moves his hand away from the waistband and brings it to my cheeks, caressing is slowly. I move my head to the side, not wanting him to touch me. My eyes burn as tears start forming in my eyes. A lump in my throat, not allowing me to speak.

"Aditi." Harry moves his hands and I feel him step back.

I open my eyes, pain and worry written all over his face.

"I'm so sorry. I-I didn't mean to... I didn't know that you didn't want me to." He says softly and runs his fingers through his hair.

I try to speak, try to tell him that it's not his fault, but no words seem to come out. Instead I shake my head no.

"Aditi please say something. Do you want me to leave?" He asks.

Tears roll down my eyes because of the horrible memories.

"I'll leave." His voice cracks as he speaks.

"Don't go." I finally speak. "Don't leave me."

"I won't baby, but you need to tell me what happened? Was it too much? I should've taken things slow." He says calmly as he moves forward holding my hands.

I take a deep breath in, trying to control my tears and swallow the lump in my throat, "It's not you. T-Tom's face just flashed in my mind, when your hands were...." I couldn't speak anymore.

Harry eyes soften as he wraps his hand around me and engulf me. I hold on to his chest, tears burst like a dam which I had no control over.

"It'll all be okay."

"N-no, it won't be."

"It will be baby. And I'm here for you, I'll always be here for you and I promise I won't let anything happen to you." He kisses my cheeks.

"Come let's take you to bed." He says as he pulls away.

"I'm sorry." I say as I notice that the front of his shirt is wet with my tears.

He simply rolls his eyes making me smile. He holds my hand and walks me to my bed.