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Pairing: Sam Winchester x Caucasian plus sized reader
Warning(s): crying
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No words were spoken as Sam and I breathed heavily...We just kept staring at one another after having screamed at each other for thirty minutes. The day started fine, Sam and I were doing some research on how to remove the mark of Cain on Dean's arm, when Sam fell asleep and started mumbling Jess's name.
That hit the last nerve I had because since a few weeks he started mumbling her name in his sleep, accidentally call me Jess and even moaned her name instead of mine's while we made love. To say that I was hurt was an understatement.
Sam and I have been dating for over a year, and Dean had explained to me one day when I couldn't sleep and went reading in the library, that Jess was the love of his life. They were dating for almost three years and that Sam wanted to marry her...She got killed by Azazel and it took Sam months to get over her, he kept having nightmares about her death, mumbled her name in his sleep and apparently saw her everywhere he went.
My confidence faded once Dean showed me a picture of her. She was breathtaking, long blond hair, blue eyes, flat stomach with gorgeous long legs. Not a stretch mark on her body, no big stomach like I had, no thighs who rubbed each other while walking no big breast, she was perfect.
I tried sleeping my insecurities of but when Sam started saying her name every day and during our love making broke my heart. He was still in love with her and I could do nothing about it. When he mumbled her name in the library and started smiling in his sleep struck my last nerve and I burst out.
