The Roxy .||PM||.

S i x t y - S e v e n

Recap

I hug him feeling the few tears well up again. "I appreciate you so much I hope you know that. You've really become someone important to me over tour, and I don't want you to leave me yet." I confess.

Now it was Trent's turn to cry. "Girl what did I just say about making me cry! I'm going to miss you so much, but we'll keep in contact just know I'm a call away." He smiles.
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| Nessa's p.o.v |

At around six-fifty I decide to go backstage and find the guys.

Who would I be to break our ritual?

"Nes?" I hear Edwin say making them all look my way.

I smile awkwardly "Hey guys, I just wanted to say good luck."

Austin's the first to run up to me. "Stop acting weird I missed you." I laugh hugging him in the process. "I'm sorry Aus, I didn't mean to blow up."

He looks down at me. "It's okay, but I think you're apologizing to the wrong guy." I shake my head. "No I owe you all an apology. I shouldn't have added you three into the mix of my own problems."

Brandon pulls me into a hug nodding. "Don't apologize Nesquik, it happens to the best of everyone."

Edwin hugs me next. "You were only gone for like-" He pauses looking at the provided clock. "six hours, but it was a sucky six hours at that."

"I missed you two my Dominican twin." I laugh releasing from his hug.

The three boys seem to understand what would happen next and give Nick, Zion and I some alone time.

"I'm sorry."

"We're sorry."

We laugh as we speak at the same time, and I offer to go first. "No let me." I say raising a hand.

"I didn't mean to blow up at you two like that, I never even thought I'd get to that point, but my emotions took over and I let it out on you two."

Nick shakes his head. "Nah we're sorry, we didn't realize how much pressure we were putting on you."

Zion nods. "It was like a slap to the face and all we seemed to really think about was how we felt not you."

I shake my head in disagreement. "But you're not wrong to think of yourself. You both deserve an answer instead of me dragging it out."

They both look down.

"Maybe what I said earlier is for the best, maybe we should leave it at this." I say timidly.

'but then again it would genuinely be a waste of their time' I think.

I laugh in disbelief. "I can never win can I?" I say to myself quietly.

Nick's the first to speak up. "If that's what you want then who am I to deny what you feel is right."

He walks up to me placing a kiss on the top of my head. "If you change your mind I'll still be here."