I was born in 1998 now that it's 2019 I don't know what to do!
I am 20 and I am struggling!
I thought everything was okay into I got played by life I am so afraid!
My whole life was a lie I sat down and think and I just begin to cry?
Why did I even try?
I should have already died?
My dad didn't care and my mom wasn't there!
I am so damn mad they better be glad they ain't in my face because I hate fakes.
Everyone says they care ,but when you need them are they even there?
Dude being adult is not cool it makes me look like a fool.
When you began to think life's starting to get fun everyone always runs?!
What did I do wrong? I thought I was holding up the family by being strong?
I stayed home everyday to try to make a pay so I could have money for food ,but I was never good enough everyone continued to be rude.
I just thought I was helping momma I guess she gave up ,but who cares no one else gives a fuck?
I thought I was being a good man ,but did they even give a damn?
I can't say goodbye because they won't leave me alone they don't even try?
I knew everyone has something up there sleeve and that was them planing to leave.
I got let down without anyone even giving me a sign when they said they loved me they were lieing.
I thought that life was good ,but I guess it's not when you live in a bad neighborhood.
I used to love my family ,but now the only one I love is my Grammy!
My brother is my fav because he will never let me down he'll love me to the grave.
I was just a slave ,but I am thankful my life made me brave!
am in pain I feel like I am being dragged by my neck with a chain.
I gotta sleep because my soul is weak is anything ever on fleek.
You literally had me searching on the map ,but I didn't tell you that I just never truly knew where the hell you were at.
🤓KATLYN🤓
