This day, this day let me tell you about what happen on this certain day.
I did something so unreal it was the trill.
I took a pain pill so I could not feel ,but that wasn't what happen. It was just my fault for relapsing.
When I started coming down I thought I was dying.
I slashed water in my face cause I had a puke taste.
My sober date just restarted my life was bombarded.
I didn't know what to think I didn't know what to say it wasn't like it happened everyday I was just trying to get the pain to go away.
I tried to do whatever I could to stop myself ,but it just didn't work.
Now I'm sick and in bed just trying to ignore the thoughts in my head.
I'm gonna be better tomorrow because I'm not gonna lay in sorrow.
I got judged so much ,but I did give a fuck I just needed love.
I was clean for so long I thought I was gonna be strong I guess I was wrong.
I wanted someone to talk to ,but everyone was on the move I was the one that had to lose.
I am doing so good now I got the hang of life I am putting up the fight!
I am going to stay clean cause I don't need to be a dope even if it's in me genes.
I seen god saying to me come on I'm trying to help let me let you be freed and I agreed I will succeed.
I won't be getting high no more cause I'm not trying to die no more!
To much on my plate well it's okay.
Shit gets better even in the darkest of weather.
I am brave I don't want to be in a grave I am saved.
I'm gonna stay alive because I like to survive.
I am blessed I am gonna stop settling for less I can have the best.
I did abuse drugs now I refuse drugs because I don't want to use.
I am living a better life that's right I said a better life.
I got what I need and I can breath.
I am gonna be me I show the world just sat back and watch and see.
I got hope I don't need dope.
I know I made a mistake and that's okay things are better now and going great.
Even when I am in a bind I will shine.
I can see what's the right way and this is where I'm gonna stay I'm not afraid.
😀KATLYN😃
