I am 20. My life is a blessing cause I remember when I got in the dope scenes.
Being an adult isn't even fun I am done I wish I could run.
Today I can choose when I say goodbye ,but the dope won't take my life I am not about to die over the devils lie! 💔
I pray everyday just to stay!
I am me not who everyone wants me to be.
I gotta fight life ,but today I can do it right.
I got a bestfriend who can help me win!
I am not about to fail because I ain't trying to go to hell.
I won't let my life be a nightmare today I choose to care.
If I die all I will be doing is passing the hurt down ,but is that what I want to be known as? The one who killed myself that's what would go around I don't want to be 6 foot in the ground.
I need someone to pick up the phone because I need to come back home even if I did wrong.
I am ready to make it right I gotta live life I don't care how much I have to fight.
I seen my life flash before my eyes I wasn't being wise.
I guess everyone's mad ,but they don't understand I got feelings to and sometimes they get to bad.
I just need someone to text me back so I can find a ride cause those old places don't give me good vibes.
They don't understand I got my life going straight I just wished they would unlock the gate.
I guess they need more time so I'll have to wait ,but it seems to be getting late.
That car was going to get dope and he hit the car in front of us and they were all out cold.
See that's what I mean I am glad that wasn't me he went to jail for reckless driving man I thought those people were dying that man was flying.
I got out to see if they was okay and there was a baby and a young lady I was thinking God he saved me.
I got the baby out and I helped her mother I was surprised they didn't smother.
I asked what happen and I told her a man on dope didn't have hope she said why did you help I said because I know Christ and I wanted to see if y'all were still alive.
The lady said thanks and the baby smiled I knew then I could leave ,but that was a blessing they received.
I went out of my way to see if Baby and mother was okay ,but I could care less that was the best thing I could do all day.
If that was me in the dope scene I would have been going 118 sipping on lean not stopping to care because I would have took anther way to get my fix for the day.
When god moved in nothing was the same I was changed.
💪🏻Katlyn💪🏻
