This road I'm heading down might lead me to wrong decisions cause I have tunnel vision.
I don't know yet it's just a mindset.
The things I've done is foolish pride I just want to feel alive.
I don't like what's in the mirror ,but I guess that's just fear.
I wished death could sweep me away cause I've had a bad day.
Honestly I'm on some bullshit so i might sound like a bitch ,but rip to that old past shit.
I ain't trying to die I just trying to feel alive.
No one sees my pain I mean damn I'm just ashamed.
I'll feel okay once I take a couple more drinks ,but then when I run out I'll feel like I'm gonna sink.
I need a blunt so I don't cut.
I feel like I'm so alone I just need to get off my phone.
I need to keep writing my songs and stop
smoking out the bongs.
Every word I say is the truth I am freaking.
I feel like the worlds left me behind ,but when I see my past I wouldn't want to rewind cause I have signs.
Everything gonna be alright I just gonna be strong even when everything's going wrong I'm finding my way back home.
I got family who loves so much and I know they are the ones I can trust even when we go rounds I won't let them down.
I'll stay loyal till I'm 6 foot under the soil.
I gotta do what I have to because I want to stay alive I want to fight this battle so I gotta grab my horse and fix his.
I stay fighting cause god's god my back I kinda like that.
🙀Katlyn🙀
