That's how I feel

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In a room with a lot of people
Yeah I feel so alone

No one knows the pain I hold
These demons inside of me that consume my soul

All it takes is on slip or any flaw
To cast the structures I have built to crumble and fall

I know in order to walk I must crawl
But when I start running I always fall and hit a wall

That "dead end" sign that should have turned me around
Meant nothing to me not even slow down I thought I was just going to town

I just keep trucking, not understanding how
I ended up running out of solid ground damn this gets me down

How much longer can I possibly hold my breath if I make it out alive where do I go next will I choice right or will I choose left?! Or will I keep down the path that holds death?

I finally know how much I am blessed to be
The only one who can create my destiny so I start by dedicating all that is left of me

I know I can do it I know I can change I can pocket by pride and do away from my shame

Don't worry about the hurt I can work through the pain yeah now I am ready hey coach please let me back in the game.
                                                         😏KATLYN😏

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