You don't understand? You wished you could? Well I wished you would.
You don't want to be me because nothing in my life was free.
Dads doing soboxen and moms dope sick rocking.
Wished I had parents that cared now everywhere I go I gotta say beware.
I wished I had more support and my whole life wasn't all about court.
Everyday I asked when? When what? Your wondering? Don't ask questions because I am already stressing.
I try to do my best ,but sometimes I just settle for less.
I wanna grow up and have a life because all I ever did in life was have a fight.
I wanna have goals and dreams not be around dope phenes.
I wanna have a house and a car not be known to be at the trap house or the bar.
I never had a role model I just hit life holding the full throttle.
I been on my own since 7 years old life has been a rough road I have been so down I have slept in the cold.
My mind feels trapped that's why I am always trying to rap.
I had to go to rehab to survive I am surprised I am still alive.
As long as I am breathing I guess I have a reason.
Everyone wants to see me fail ,but that's not going to happen I am getting my mind well.
It's my time to shine I gotta get out and grind.
I have traveled many miles still got more to go it's been a rough time just trying to find my soul.
I was raised in the hood ,but my life's getting better I am finally starting to do good.
My life was lame ,but my parents won't take the blame they should be ashamed.
They never brought silence to my violence.
My parents said they cared ,but all they were was my worst night mare.
🖤KATLYN🖤
