To my people that I lost. I hope y'all are in heaven looking down at me. At least y'all are painless and free.
I couldn't believe the news I got when y'all passed I just wished it was a dream that wouldn't last!
I don't know what to do. I just need to talk to you.
I used to call you on the phone ,but god decided he needed to take you home.
I don't want to survive cause y'all ain't alive.
Show me a good life from heaven cause it's been a hard road I am about to explode.
Things seem to fall apart even when I am trying to restart.
I want to visit halls graves ,but I don't have a way and plus what would I even say?
I wished I didn't lose you all? I mean who's going to be there the next time I fall?
I want y'all to be at my graduation even tho it won't come true I just really miss you.
I wished we could talk one more time that would be the best day of my life and it would give me a little more courage to stay alive.
I have a hat just like yours uncle Eddie I wasn't ready for your death I still can't believe we later you to rest.
I got your rebel flag David your death made me mad.
I got your letter Kristen from rehab cause your death made me sad.
Aunt Jean I got your night gawn I miss you even tho you was quit and didn't even make a sound.
Miles I miss your hugs at church your death hurt.
Star I miss us singing in the store your death made my heart sore.
Pam I tried to make you stay in recovery you was just so funny.
Bryan I miss playing basketball your death made me ball.
Mamaw Michelle I miss you calling me skeeter everyday your death hurt in every way.
Auntie Twynna, I miss you.
Uncle Lawrence, I miss our talks.
That's to the angles in heaven I'll be there one day and we will talk about everything.
Have fun with Jesus and make sure you all watch over me that's all I really need.
I will be class of 2018 get in gods choir and sing.
Be proud of me I didn't think I would make it this far cause damn this life is hard.
😝KATLYN😝
