Growing up being a dope phene I didn't have no dreams.
About to shoot this coke I love this dope.
Doing dumb shit I wished I could quit.
Putting shit in my veins going insane I don't feel no pain this life is a game.
I'm back on the run this shits fun.
Every time I do these drugs I feel like a thug.
I used to get beat from my head to my feet.
I grew up getting abused and misused no one has a clue.
I haven't been clean in a good minute Ive been code dependent.
I'm on the loose I need to do dope and get a boost.
Every time I shoot up I hit the ground I go numb and can't feel or hear a sound I'm death bound.
I'm sick to my stomach I need my fix before I start being a bitch.
I'm so numb to pain I'm killing my brain.
I don't care about myself maybe I should get help.
Going to shot cocain cause I hate this pain.
I stopped caring about life I ain't living right I'm done with the fight outta mind outta sight I don't want to see light.
About to go to rehab cause this shits bad I wished I had a decent mom and dad.
I used to get beat with a belt till I couldn't move I am not living the truth.
Fuck everyone and everything I don't care if I go insane I hate pain pain pain.
I'm playing life like a game.
Yeah playing life like a game.
I'm gonna change let's get this right this time I want to feel I want to do fine.
Calling rehabs cause this shits bad.
Going to get help cause I want to care about myself.
I'm done being dumb, done being a sum and done being a bum I'm turn of being on the run this shits old it ain't fun.
Let's get addicted to recovery so everyone can get free.
Let's get addicted to meetings so we can be decent human beings.
Let's get this life straight so we can all meet at heavens gate.
We been clean for 7 days which makes 1 week yeah yeah haters now take a seat.
😒KATLYN😒
