jeongyeon,
do you know what the word "happiness" is?
it was the feeling of when I first met you.
the air was chilly and a cold breeze entered the cafe I was at.
there, I saw you.
your hair was tied up in a messy bun, strands falling onto your shoulders as you look contentedly at the paintings displayed on the pastel walls.
i truly hoped that you were enjoying the cake that you ordered, you surely seemed so from your smiles and funny reactions.
suddenly you looked over to me, catching me staring at you. our eyes met for a second then.
how could I not, you were so beautiful.
the aura around you, that was happiness.
the way you talked to me, that was happiness.
the eyes that sparkled as you talked, that was happiness.
i immediately turned away when you looked over at me in my direction. i heard a chuckle escape your mouth, and that already to me was happiness.
then, the only thought that roamed in my empty mind was "she's so beautiful."
i knew I wanted to know more about you. something about you just interested me, maybe it was your eyes that i could get lost in, or your glow that makes me smile unconsciously...
after my shift, i nervously asked you for your number. once again, you flashed your million dollar smile, and whipped out a piece of paper, scribbling down the few numbers that i kept in my heart and memorised that night.
the feeling of being able to talk to you hours on end, that was happiness. i already knew then, you would be my happiness.
jeongyeon, you showed me what happiness was.
and I'll never forgive you for that.
-jimin
