jimin,
i have seen all your notes.
i never thought that i caused you so much pain just by breaking up with you.
the truth is, i was scared to love you.
with just a small mistake, i was scared to betray you again. i was blind, didn't appreciate your love and cheated behind you.
in the end, i broke up with my boyfriend because he finally realised that i didn't love him and i was just using him to get over you.
i still miss you.
i know that no matter what i say, you will never forgive me, and i know that.
but i still want you.
i know that I've hurt you, and i'm sorry.
and now that i'm a kpop idol, i can't get back with you.
but i still love you.
and i'm so sorry.
and i'm so happy that you still loved me, even though i left you when you were at your worst, you still loved me.
i should have appreciated the caring, extraordinary and loving side of you but i was too blind to see that side of you.
but i'm so thankful that you're moving on.
you deserve better, and i wish you all the best as BTS takes over the world.
and i'll never stop loving you for that.
-jeongyeon
