Forget Me Not (Klance)

Chapter 5, Life

We stopped, for some reason, she wouldn't call me, wouldn't let me in her house. I had no idea what I had done wrong, it's been 7 months since I've seen her, I'm worried.

Where did she go, she still works at the flower shop, but everytime I come near the shop she hides.

I can't do this, I just want to know what I did wrong, where I messed up. All I did was love her, hold her, tell her I loved her. I wanted her, most of all I needed her, I needed her kisses, her hugs, her smile, I needed every part of it.

"Kathina! Please!"
I banged on her door.

"What did I do?! I love you, I love you so much, I at least need an answer!"
I wailed, sliding against her door, no answer.

"How selfish are you?! Don't you love me?! I love you!"
I screamed.

"Go away"
She timidly answered.

"Kathina... Please, what did I do wrong?"
I asked, I heard a whimper.

"It was me"
She said.

"Kathina... You did nothing wrong.. "
I sighed.

"You'll be disappointed, you'll leave me"
She was crying.

"I'm never leaving you, the only person leaving this relationship is you!"
I cried.

"I know you'll just think it's too much"
She snapped.

"Kathina... Whatever it is, I'm willing to walk through it with you"
I worried.

"You're not ready"
She whimpered.

"I was ready to marry you"
I pulled the ring out of my pocket.

"What?"
She asked.

"I was going to ask you to marry me... Please open the door"
I pleaded, I heard the door open to a crack.

"Lance.... "
She had puffy eyes.

"Please, open the door... "
I asked.

"No"
She said.

"Please, I don't want to force it open"
I demanded, she looked down.

"No"
She said again, I pushed the door, she tried to slam it closed.

"Kathina, this is ridiculous!! It's been 7 months!"
I pushed it.

"Leave me alone!!"
She screamed, I pushed the door and it broke, she ran to her room and slammed it shut.

"I'll replace the door, please... Stop hiding"
I said, John smiled and ran to me.

"Daddy!"
He hugged me, I started weeping, hugging the 5 year old in my arms.

"Kathina... Listen to me"
I pleaded.

"Just go the fuck away!!"
She yelled.

"Kathina... Please, come out of your room"
I was crying.

"I... "
She stuttered, I took the key on the top of the door, I opened it.

"Kathina... "
I whispered, she was hiding behind the bed.

"Mommy"
John smiled, pointing over where she was.

"Kathin-"
I looked at her, she looked terrible, I looked at her stomach, my heart melted.

"I'm sorry"
She cried, I put John down, bending down, I touched her stomach, I started smiling through tears.

"Why didn't you tell me?"
I asked, She looked down.