Forget Me Not (Klance)

Chapter 11, What I Decided

I opened a drawer quietly, why was I even opening quietly I have no idea. Nobody was home, nobody was around.

I stared softly at the silicone collection. Okay, you know what, yes, Lana Serrano, they are dildos, stop lying to yourself.

And all of them weren't mine, they were Kathy's. We've been living together for a year, and I was looking through the drawers for something and found this drawer.

I pulled them out, was this a bad idea, yes, did I care... Slightly... Not only were there dildos but there was other stuff I had no idea about. Like tails with cones on the end, or fluffy dark red handcuffs, and a handle with tassels on the end.

I didn't know my girlfriend was so kinky, but I'm kind of glad her facade of biker chick met the bedroom expectations.

And then there was lingerie, ropes, and jesus... A strap on. I looked at the lingerie, confused, it definitely wasn't her size, her boobs would rip the whole thing.

I pulled off my clothes, pulling over the one piece. It was meant for me, or in Kathy's hopes one day for me.

I felt like I was failing as a girlfriend
As much as Kathy said she would wait, it didn't mean she wasn't at least hoping. I stared in the mirror, the lace sleeves, and see through bra piece was pretty, my stomach exposed, and lace continuing to a see through panty piece.

There were ribbons poking out near my crotch, I pulled them thinking it was a stray away. And that opened up my whole crotch, jesus... I felt slightly confident, like, being in this pleased her.

I sighed, sitting on the bed, I looked in the mirror. I got up more on the bed, placing my head in the pillows.

I closed my eyes, imagining Kathy reacting to seeing me in this. Her lustful smile made my knees buckle.

"Fuck, Kathy" I breathed, cupping my breasts, imagining her kissing my neck and slowly stripping. Her snow white lace hands massaging my hips.

I pinched my nipples through the lace, moaning under my breath. "Yes" I huffed, my lips quivering. "More please" I whined.

She licked the shell of my ear, her hand traveling to my core. I was soaked, I moved my fingers in place of her own, circles and circles, until I was whining and moving my thighs.

"Kathy" I moaned loud, "Yes, baby, fuck, I want it... " I begged aloud. "Mnn" High pitched squeals left my throat, I could feel my clit becoming more and more sensitive.

"I'm gonna cum baby" I knitted my brows together, a heap of heat pooling softly. I felt myself cry out loudly, my eyes fluttering softly.

I breathed heavily, coming down from my high, I looked over at the vibrators.

"Fuck" I laughed a little, getting up. I grabbed a random one, it was black and remotely unrealistic, which was good.

I grabbed what looked like the remote to it. I flipped the switch, it had such a strong vibration, I almost flinched. I clicked off button, setting it on low.

I sat back on the bed, looking over at the spot I just came at. I mentally facepalmed that I forgot a towel.

I pulled a towel under me this time, breathing out, this would be first time I've tried a dildo. I sat on it slowly, breathing out.

Memories shot in my head at the pinch, tears fell down my cheeks. I had to get through this, I wasn't going to let him ruin this.

I was going to be able to be ready for Kathy, I wiped my tears. I imagined Kathy laying down with a strap on. It was her, holding my sides and whispering I was fine.