When Left Alone (Ouran Highschool Host Club Fanfiction)

๑ Chapter 12 - Changed ๑

Next Day -Yukina POV-

'So Naoki-kun is back. .'

To be perfectly honest I had a crush on him when we were kids but I wasn't sure if it was the real kind if love, now I'm not really sure anymore, I mean that it's been years seen we last saw each other, So I don't know if I love him as a friend or something more than that.

Now that I remember having a crush on him it kinda makes me feel nervous around him.

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..?!?

' Ok, ok calm down me. Relax and just breathe. Oh no I'm too nervous. ..!'

"Ooooiiiiii!" I hear a voice call out to me.

I turned my head to see which way . .

But. I wished I never did.

"Yukina! On the way to school? Lets go together! Ahahaha ( ^_^)/~~~" Naoki shouted cause he was a street away from me.

"Eh?! Uh. .. Um.. . " I stuttered

'Oh no what should I say . . . wait a minute even if it's Naoki-kun he was still my friend ever since, there's nothing to be nervous about. . ' I thought.

"Un, Lets go. . together. ."

-Naoki POV-

I seriously love it when she smiles carelessly. She's so cute ( '▽｀). I wonder if that's her habit.

Well anyway, I wonder why she stuttered at first but now it doesn't really matter.

I came back. . . . . . . for her.

Yukina and I were walking towards school together.

~Flashback~

"Ne, Yuki-chan, I have to go somewhere but I won't be able to return." I explained.

"Eh? you're leaving? why?" She asked.

"I have to change school's because of my dad's work" I said

She started tearing up. So I hugged her.

"Don't worry, I promise we'll meet again."

"Promise?" she said.

"Yea! Let's pinky promise that we'll never forget each ther and we'll meet again one day." I insisted.

"Pinky Promise?" She led we pinky finger out to me.

I smiled at this.

"Pinky Promise."

~End Flashback~

=At School= (Yukina POV)

I was at the Host Club doing my duties as their apprentice.

Then Kyoya-senpai walked to me and said "Yukina, someone requested you."

"Eh? Me? Is that okay?" I asked.

"Yes and he's over there." Kyoya-senpai pointed to someone.

"Yo Yukina!~ ♪( '▽｀)" I saw 'Naoki-kun.'

"Why did you request me we could've talked after school." I said bluntly.

"You're so meaan Yuki-chan!~ Even after we didn't see each ther for so looong~ Didn't you miss me?~

♪('ε｀ )" He said with this playful kind of tone.

"Uh right. Well then let's proceed with this. (･_･;" I replied.

***

"So what've you been doing the past years Yuki-chan?~" He asked me.

"I live with my grandma." I replied.

"Ahh now that you say it, how is she?~"

"She's doing fine."

"Ne, Yuki-chan~" Naoki suddenly said.

"Hai?" I said.

"Do you. . remember our promise?." He asked.

The Host Club perked up all of a sudden too.

"Yea, I do." I replied.

"Thaaank Gooooodneeess!!~ I really thought you forgot~~

(つД')ノ" Naoki-kun said like a child.

I laughed.

Then all eyes were on me.

'Eh? Did I do something weird?' I thought.

-3rd Person POV-

'Y-Y-Yukina is. . . . . . . laughing?!!?!' The Host Club Members thought.

"Um, Did I do something wrong?" Yukina asked.

"N-n-n-n-no no! Not at all! Aha ahaha ( '▽｀;)" Everyone sweat-dropped.

Even after that scene every host has still left their thoughts on the incident.

Tamaki: 'My daughter looks so beautiful with that laugh emerging in her voice!'

Kyoya: 'Not bad. . at least she can laugh like that.'

Twins: 'Woah, there's a huge difference wth her smile and her laugh.'

Honey: 'Yuki-chan kawaii~'

Mori: 'That surprised me.....'

Haruhi: ' I guess Yukina really looks better like that, she looks like she's enjoying herself.'

-Yukina POV-

Well after my first duty with Naoki-kun, it was time to go.

"Minna, I'll go ahead." I stated.

"Don't push yourself too hard." Haruhi-san yelled.

I nodded then left.

***

As I went home, I went to my room.

So I came up with the idea that I should talk with my parents before I go to sleep and visit the graveyard on very special occasions and moments.

I sat on my bed and took the picture of my family and I "We look happy here ne. . then, Mom an Dad I decided to make a new promise with you. .I have made the decision to never cry again and-" I halted for a while "-and live my life with no regrets." I smiled with a bit of sadness.

'From here on and now, I will not burden myself anymore and let go of the past that haunted me till this day. . '

I came to a realization.

'Hm? Was I always like this? What's wrong with me? Have I changed? or has someone changed me?'

I gasped and looked at a picture of me and the host club.

'Ah . . It's them. . . .should I tell them?' I pondered.

'No, no I can't make them worry.. So they must never ever find out. . . they're precious to me-. . . . . . . . -my friends."

_End_Of _Chapter 12_