When Left Alone (Ouran Highschool Host Club Fanfiction)

๑ Chapter 19 - No One Will Understand ๑

Yukina POV

"H-harumi?" I stuttered.

"Yes, darling." She said.

"How are you connected with Tsubasa-kun?" I asked.

"Well, you see. While you couldn't remember him, I was there to soothe his pain and in exchange was his loyalty to me." She stated.

While I was taken aback from her statement she said "You know, he never once forgot .....about you." She giggled in a serious voice.

"I-I I can't remember." I said.

Harumi-san came closer to me and said "Then you're the reason for his pain, agony and suffering. No matter how hard he tries, he fails and tries again, even if it would take years for you stupid memory to remember him again."

"That's not true!" I yelled.

"Too bad it is." She said and walked away.

I sat there in awe with my mind full of wandering thoughts.

'Tsubasa-kun and Harumi-san?' I thought.

I can't believe it, is there something wrong with me that can't make me remember Tsubasa-kun? If only I could remember him then maybe this would all be over.

What I can't get over with is Harumi-san. Why'd she do this? Is her reason valid enough for me to be here.

'Grandma must be worried.' I thought.

Naoki POV

It's been 2 days and not once have I slept yet. How in the world could I confront Yukina's grandma and tell her everything?

But it's better if she knew. I went to their location and rang the bell.

"Naoki-san? Have you seen Yukina? Is she with you right now?" She aksed simultaneously.

"Bacchan, may I come in?" I asked.

"Sure, please feel at home." She insisted. "Take a seat."

"Thank you. Um...Bacchan there's something you need to know." I said.

"What is that?" She asked.

"About Yukina, you see we argued a bit and know she's missing." I finally let out.

"W-what do you mean?" She asks.

"Don't worry, please, forgive me. But, I swear on my name, I will find her. No matter what." I said, stood up.

She was crying.

I then, walked out.

To find her again.

Tsubasa POV

I wonder what Harumi-sama talked about with Yukina.

Now, it's my time to chat with her and help her regain her memory, about me.

"Yukina?" I ask but there's now answer.

When I went inside I saw her, sleeping.

I came closer to her and... Saw that her... eyes were red. She must've been crying.

I slowly put my hand on her cheek and realized how much I miss her and how much I miss the time we spent together.

That sleeping face made me want to kiss her. My face was near to hers when her face made a pained expression and it's like she was wincing in pain.

Then suddenly, the sheets were covered in blood. It was flowing continuously.

'Yukina!'

I followed to where it was coming from. I turned her over and lifted up her shirt.

'What is this?' I was surprised.

A scar in her back, it was stitched but it reopened.

I was trying to wake her up and after several minutes, she awakened.

"Ouch." She said.

"Turn around." I told her.

"N-no." She replied.

"Please, Yukina." I said.

"I'm fine, I can treat it myself. Please leave." She insisted.

"Stop complaining! Let me treat it!" I yelled.

"Tch." Was all she said.

>>Timeskip>>

After treating her wound, I was finally rest assured.

"Tsubasa-kun." She said.

I quickly turned around and said "Yes?"

"Can you please remove these chains?" She asks.

"Ok, but promise you won't go anywhere except inside this mansion."

She nodded and I released the chains, but she did have marks on her foot.

"Why didn't you tell me it was too tight?" I asked her.

"It's no big deal." She answered.

I sighed.

Yukina POV

Tsubasa-kun said I could go anywhere excpet outside the mansion.

So I looked for Harumi-san becuase I wanted to ask her so many questions.

Then I saw her sitting on a chair.

"Excuse me, Harumi-san?" I asked.

"My my, what do you want?" She says in an inimidated tone.

"Why am I here?" I ask.

"Because you have something that belongs to me." She stated.

"Which is?" I replied.

"You know that neklace you precious mother gave you? It's mine." She scoffed.

"What?" I ask confusingly.

"Becuase I made it." She said.

I just stood there confused.

"You would never understand, I am the one who made it for my Mom but do you have any idea what she did to it? She gave to my stupid sister." She says "The love and effort I put into making it was all wasted. I was there. I was even there and watched my Mom giving it to Haruka and you have no idea what I felt."

Her face was shadowed by her hair and looked up once again.

"No wonder, like mother like daughter." She giggled.

"Both annoying and stupid." She scoffed.

I grabbed her shoulder and said "Please do not insult my mother, when she's no longer with us."

"Oh?~ no longer with us? Ah, you mean dead." She told.

"I do not understand, why do you hate her so much?" I asked.

"Someone like you will never understand." She said as she walked away.

Harumi POV

'Even if I did tell her she would never understand. No one in this world will ever do.' I thought.

I was always an outcast in my family, I was always the ignored, unwanted and betrayed.

"Not a single person in this world can make me feel happy.

(A/N): The pic on the media is Harumi when she was young.

_End of Chapter 19_

Another day, another chapter.

I'll probably update tomorrow since there are no classes =w=

Enjoy!