Forbidden Affair (Completed) [R-18]

3 : Atrocious

Atrocious - very evil or cruel, very bad

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Sabina

Yung mga mata niyang nakatingin lang sa akin.

Yung kaseryosohan ng boses niya.

Yung nakakakilabot na awra niya.

Lahat iyon ramdam ko.

With all the composition and endurance to his stares that I have gained, I think I cannot handle him.

" Makasarili ako Miguel. Isa akong mang-aagaw. At ayokong masira ang pagkakaibigan namin ni Liana dahil sa pagtataksil natin" I was about to say more when I heard him curse out loud.

" Bullshit!" Malutong na mura niya. Nakakatakot siyang magalit. Sadyang iba ang awra niya kung magalit siya.

" Huwag kang sumigaw please" Malumanay kong wika sa kanya. He looks scarry when mad. Kung gaano siya kalambing ay ganun din siya nakakatakot kung magalit.

" That's the dumbest thing I've heard today, Sabina. Naipanalo ko yung laban kanina para lang mapaimpres ka. I did it for you. It was all for you. And I hated the fact that you would congratulate me with that bullshit thing" I closed my eyes once more when I heard the second curse he made just now.

" Tell me, how do you want us to fix this mess then" My eyes painted with seriousness as I looked at him.

Then his answer scared me even more.

" I'll break up with her personally once she comes home. There's no way I would lose you, Sabina. Because I can't." He muttered. My face turned red the moment I saw how serious he was with that matter.

" Hindi mo gagawin yun, Miguel. Mahal na mahal ka ni Liana. Sobra sobra ka niyang mahal at sobra sobra din siyang masasaktan kung gagawin mo iyon" I almost begged him.

" Ganyan ka na ba katakot at hindi mo manlang ako kayang ipaglaban, Sabina. Tangina kayang kaya kitang ipaglaban. I will always choose you over any other girl. Kasalan ko ba na hulog na hulog na ako sa 'yo. I'm damn so much inlove with you that ending this relationship will destroy me" He spoke with determination and authority.

" And if you asked for this fucking talk because of your goddamn reasons then I won't entertain you for that. Mananatili kang akin hanggang sa makauwi si Liana at gagawin ko ang nararapat." He breathed.

" And all I ask for you to do is to stay by my side and watch me choose you." He muttered before advancing in my direction and claiming my lips for an ardent kiss. It was a really torrid one. His tongue invaded my mouth as if he was also invading my whole being.

" Nagkakaintindihan ba tayo?" Malumanay na niyang wika ngayon.

Hindi ko alan ngunit sadyang napatango na lamang ako sa sinabi niya.

" Tell me you love me" He demanded afterwards. I just stared at him.

" Sabihin mong mahal mo ako. Panatagin mo ang loob ko na hinding hindi ka bibitaw" He demanded more. Napangisi siya sa sarili niyang opinion pagkatapos.

" Wala ka rin namang kawala. Sisiguraduhin ko iyon. We will both finish our study together, get married then raise our children together. My dreams with you are clearer that the waters in the spring Sabina. Lahat ng plano ko sa buhay, ikaw ang nangunguna." He managed to say. He was so sure of what he wants unlike me. Matinding takot at kaba parin ang nararamdaman ko dahil sa mga sinasabi at inaasta niya.

" Miguel, you might not see her importance because she isn't with you." I demanded more. Maslalong umigting ang panga niya.

" And I won't act this say if that's the case. Kung mahal ko siya, hindi kita gagalawin. Because I am not dumb to think of all the possible effects of my own actions, Sabina. The moment we made love, I knew my responsibilities. Mahal na mahal kita Sabina." He muttered. I was about to turn away from him because of too much heart ache when he suddenly grabbed me by my waist and laid me on the bed. Kinubabawan niya ako bago siya nagsimulang halikan ang bawat sulok ng leeg ko.

The kiss went further, hanggang sa nahubad na niya ang damit ko. Then he expertly massaged my breast. He licked my peaks like he was the owner of it. Pagkatapos ay hinubad na niya ang kanyang damit bago ako muling kinubabawan.

Alam ko na ang hahantungan ng mangyayari sa amin. I am not dumb not to think of what will happen next.

The next thing I knew, he was already throbbingly deep inside me. Banging me hard like an animal. His moans and groans ignited the lustful atmosphere we have until all I did was to moan and moan his name.

He released his semen inside of me after we climaxed together. His breathing was rasp and fast.

" You haven't used one again" I whispered.

" I never did use condoms on you" He equalled. It made me even more scarred knowing the fact that I hated intimacy between us as much as possible but I always let him penetrate my whole system. It's as if I am a prisoner of his love. I am on pills, I regularly take it and I make sure I don't miss it. I still have my dreams, nad getting married at an early age is not an option, how much more to have a child. I know he has his own dreams but he has a different side of attaining. He always wants assurance. He wants marriage, I don't. He wants to build a family, I don't.

I am not a fool not to trace his actions. He doesn't use any protection just because of the slightest chance he would get me pregnant which I know.

I cannot even count how many times we did it. If only I would give a number, it would be more than a hundred. More than that, it was like an addiction we both wanted. Hanggang sa hindi ko na namamalayan, iba na ang pakikitungo namin sa isa't isa. We act like married couples when we are alone. We sleep on the same bed. We do what married couples do. But we are not in a relationship. My status is being a mistress and I hated the fact that I agreed to settling to be that way for so long now.

" The Jaguars are holding a party tonight. Can I attend the party with you?" Ayan na naman tayo. With the longest time that I had been with him. One thing I know is that he knows how to live life to the fullest. And his own definition of it entails me being with him.

Iba din siya kung malasing. He voices out what he really feels at wala siyang pakialam sa taong nakapaligid sa kanya.

There are some instances that I needed to decline his offer but it won't really end up the way I planned to. He is persistent.

" Kailan ka pa pumunta sa party na hindi ako kasama" Balik wika ko sa kanya. I know he smiled at what I've said.

" I love you" He muttered. Palaging lumalakas ang kabog ng puso ko tuwing nagtatapat siya sa akin. Palaging iba ang dating nito sa akin.

" I love you too" He answered his own statement before kissing me again torridly. Yung halik niya pa ay yung tipong mababasa ang buong bibig ko papunta sa aking leeg.

I can still feel his oozing semen out of me when he suddenly parted my legs and took me once again the missionary style. It was so erotic. He is so good at it that he was moving spontaneously fast inside of me. Nakailang ulos pa lamang siya ay napapaungol na agad ako. He enjoys seeing me caged in his own love making. We always end up having multiple rounds in one night. At ayaw niya akong tantanan.

He spurted his semen inside of me again before staying in thag position for couple of minutes.

Then he muttered something I that would make me crazy.

" The moment I would get you pregnant, get ready to wear my ring and accept my name." He muttered while he was seriously looking at me.

Then everything was so clear to me.

Liana will hate me forever for this.

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