Ship It

A New Beginning

I have enjoyed BBS for over 3 years. I came a bit later to the party than others, and felt like I really missed the 'Golden Age' of the guys (like 2013) which was a bummer because then I would've probably been writing about them much earlier (the time when all the bros were together and YouTube didn't cater to advertisers like a cheap hoe on a Saturday night selling her body half off). The fandom was awesome. YOU GUYS are amazing and some have been with me since the beginning. I still can't believe it started with me just wanting to read about two guys being gay, and turned into me writing about two guys being gay haha.

I feel like my experience on Wattpad allowed me to improve my writing, and really gave me an escape when I needed it. I have always regretted becoming slower and slower with updates, and becoming more disconnected with my currently unfinished stories. I want to try and finish them all at some point though, because I know how disappointing it is when a story is left forever at a cliffhanger, especially when it was one you thoroughly enjoyed.

If you haven't already guessed where I'm going with this, let me explain. This is not sudden. It's been on my mind for while, and I've contemplated for months about where this account is going; where my interests are going.

Side note: it's 3 AM right now so if I don't make sense sometimes and there are many typing mistakes don't worry about it

I'll put it simply: I've lost interest in BBS. My passion to write about them is nonexistent, no matter how much I try to find it. When I first discovered this, I thought, "Maybe I've just grown up more, or its been too long?". I can safely say that while this might be part of the reason, it's not the bigger picture.

Part of what makes me want to write is the motivation I get from viewing content. I think it honestly started when Mini left to be independent. He slowly drifted away from playing with Vanoss which was kind of dumb in all honesty but he had his reasons I guess.

That wasn't really a big issue though. It REALLY started when the worst thing ever brought into existence was created: Fortnite. Delirious was so enamoured with the game that he hardly played with Vanoss for a while, which makes it hard to be motivated when I'm not getting new material. Now Tyler is all about the game too and hardly plays with Mini, and Mini is kind of being a fuckboi with his new gf and I just....AHHHHHHHHH

Haha but seriously, it's caused me to be less interested altogether. It's rare to even have 5 of the main guys in a video anymore, and my interest because of this change and many more has just flopped. At the same time, my interest in South Park has grown (although it would be nice to find a good site to watch the show), and I love the Creek ship, which is actually canon haha.

I also am really into Miraculous Ladybug, not so much the show itself, but the watching the dynamic between the two main characters is so entertaining.

The bottom line is: I barely watch BBS at all anymore. Every so often I'll see if there's anything interesting, and there are a few videos I still enjoy, so I don't hate it or anything. I just don't have enough interest to actually write about it anymore.

So what does this mean for my Wattpad? Well, I'm not dying or anything haha. I'll try to finish what I've started, although it might take a while and might be rushed because of what I've explained above. I just don't like to leave things like a book unfinished. Also, there is a possible collaboration with TheCreativeRose which will probably be a MiniCat, and that will be my last time creating something new from that fandom.

I will still write (eventually when I get off my lazy ass), but any new books will be gay (always) original stories with original characters, and different fandoms (as far as I'm concerned, only South Park right now).

I still enjoy the odd Fan fic for BBS (since WALK is always a pleasure to read), but I think it's safe to say that once I finally finish what I've started, I will no longer be considered as part of the BBS fandom, just a casual reader/viewer of it. I'd like to think that most of my followers like the way I write rather than what I write, but if you're here for only the BBS, I think you might want to reconsider haha.

Regardless, thank you all SO much for your patience, positivity, criticism, and support over the years I've been on this platform. My mind is still blown that people actually like the garbage that I write, but I'm so grateful nonetheless.

Don't consider this as the approach to an end or the beginning of a goodbye, think of it as a rebirth of sorts; a transformation into something new and different.

God, this is such a long thing and only like 3 people will see it since no one reads this book, but it's the first to be cut short because of this decision so whatever lol. Anyways, love you all so much and since I'm in exams right now, hopefully I can gets some stuff done during break.

Thank you,
~misty-chaos

PS-This is so unedited