Salvation [manxman]

Chapter 6

Chapter 6

I stopped waiting for someone to come help me. I screamed, I begged, I cried and nothing would make Kurt stop. I didn't know how much time I spent down here, all I knew was that my hip started to heal, still dislocated and if I ever got out of here, I'd need surgery to be able to walk again which I would never be able to afford this. I'd just be forced to starve to death, unable to walk and earn money for a living.

A few days after Kurt's proclaimed ownership over me he had come down to me, dragging me outside my cell for the first time. They were starting to brand everyone they weren't able to exchange for money with slave brands and now it was my turn. I had tried to fight them off but two off them held me down while Kurt was stamping it right on the v shape of my hips in case anyone touched me that they were able to see that I was owned by someone. The slave brand was just one further humilitation on the long list I had gathered so far.

I couldn't say for sure but it was either late autumn or winter now. It had gotten way colder and he was wearing warmer clothing now when he came to visit me. He didn't give me any clothing or a thicker blanket but complained every time how cold my skin was when he was putting his hands on me. I had stopped crying and screaming at one point and now I just laid there and watched my breath leave me in icy clouds before disappearing in the air. He seemed to be fine with me not fighting him anymore and had started to give me more food since I had given up.

They had moved in other captives that they had picked off the streets and they willingly told them who their masters were. They exchanged them for money and they were free to leave again while I was the only one who was forced to stay. They had stopped asking me for my master at some point and the woman just let Kurt have his way with me. I was his responsibility now and he'd have to pay for my food with his paycheck. He didn't seem to mind since that meant only he was allowed to use me.

At first he tried to feed me kitchen scraps but had quickly learned that they would make me sick and I'd spent a couple of hours vomiting which made me useless for him so he started feeding me the remains of his meals. I didn't want to eat at first but I quickly learned that I'd either take whatever he was giving me food wise or he'd force body parts of his into my mouth so I quickly accepted his food.

He even started putting balm and bandages on some of my wounds, letting them heal. After I stopped struggling I was in less pain and the bruises started to disappear, he didn't have to hook his claws into my hips anymore, ripping my skin open. My wounds finally got a chance to heal, the only thing that he left untreated was my dislocated hip. He probably didn't want me to be able to run away and I was content with being in less constant pain.

Most of the time, he'd pay me a visit in the morning, fuck me and then leave me to my thoughts for the rest of the day while he was out, snatching people off the streets. In the evening he'd return and tell be about his day, bragging about how he was the best hunter in their group and he'd have his way with me again before he'd feed me. He still continued to pet me afterwards before he left me again, finally having some peace for myself again.

He didn't share me with the other's and they had stopped trying to come after me. I'd just have to deal with him and he usually was satisfied after one or two rounds, leaving me with more than enough time to think about Koa, Nolan and Mateo. I had stopped thinking about the silver eyed god, knowing that no one was ever going to be as kind as him. He had been the exception to the rule, clearly illustrating for me what my fatal mistake had been.

I wondered what Koa was doing. Did he and his boyfriend manage to get over their fallout or did they break up? Did he find another one or was he fine with being alone for a while? What about Mateo? Had he been able to restore the trees I had destroyed or were they unsalvagable? And what about Nolan? Was he still in a relationship with Mateo or did they break up as well? I spent hours pondering about them and wondering if they were happy and if they thought about me once in a while.