A smile form on his lips as his eyes follow the lines of her face, tracing the expressions on her face as she snores softly right beside him. Her smooth body collided beside him, her hair all over the pillow as her eyes move and he is imagining her dreams, the kind she must be dreaming for her eyes to move so fast for seconds before going still for a moment.
And he has never observed someone so close feeling at peace.
And really he is a person of never having a two mind, never. He has always been centered with his likes and dislikes, with his beliefs and just like that he is now, as he looks at her in the early raises of sun after the night they had exploring the universe inside each other, although he knows he has only got the taste - the hint of it and it surprises him that he wants to learn more, explore more. But no, he is just realizing that there are feelings involved, that there is a part of him that feels for her, that cares for her.
He will admit he cares about her a lot, because really it is Jennifer. You can never not like anything about her. She is the ray of sunshine he would always want in his life. And he is surprised why this never happened before with them. Surprised that why he didn't feel for her before, why she didn't feel anything about him.
And really he hasn't decided if it is a boon or bane, if it is a gift or curse at the time they have discovered each other. He doesn't have a clue what tomorrow is going to bring because sure as fuck he knew anything about this moment right now taking place.
Where the hell is your conscience Chopda?!
He questions himself as Alia's face comes in her mind, her bright eyes and beautiful smiles, her laughs and her words - everything. Yes, she comes to his mind as he stares at Jennifer in the bed, beside him snoring peacefully as against the havoc that is inside his heart,and he doesn't feel any guilt.
He doesn't at all.
He doesn't feel regret either. Having kissed Jennifer quiet a few times now, having touched her, having his fingers dug inside her making her moan, he regrets nothing.
And he doesn't think he will ever regret, doesn't feel he will be ever guilty of doing this with Jennifer,he thinks.
He has no idea how he is going to face Alia. Not a clue, but he knows whatever that will be he will not have any guilt of cheating on her with Jennifer.
And he feels like the worst person on this planet ever. Feels like the lowest of low he has ever hit. Feels like he is a bug disappointment as he has not a nerve in his body saying anything otherwise.
His self deprication thoughts are cut shot as Jennifer's eyes open before a soft yawn is let out making him smile unconsciously. She pushes her one hand out of the sheets tapping his chest as she notices him wide awake, her head moving to the side as his fingers grace hers she checks the clock to see 4:58 am glaring in her eyes.
She quickly clutches her eyes turning towards him, still sleepy as she says,
"It's not even five am, why are you up at around this time for the wedding?"
"C'mon let's sleep" she pulls him by his shirt, shifting on her side a little and he only smiles not minding the drag as he removes the hair falling on her face, trying to get a good look at her
"Just like that."
"Good morning by the way baby" he smiles brushing her thumb on her cute slightly chubby cheeks. She scrunched her nose rather cutely at him, which is totally not the effect she wanted but that is the only thing he can describe it as, as she mumbles getting cozy in between the sheets.
"Good morning but not so much. Good night more like it."
"C'mon"she grabs his shirt again amazed he didn't discard it in the night itself or did he wore it again? She thinks as she prompts him to sleep with her.
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Bepannah | Jenshad
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