Violate ahs hold me closer

dont drink the juice

"wake up!!!" screamed Lana

I slowly opened my eyes, still half asleep.

"come on!" she screamed

"if you don't wake up now there won't be any breakfast left" she screamed

"wow you have such a powerful motherly instinct" I laughed

"come on, get dressed, it's my job to take care of you until you learn your way around this hell" she said now being a lot more quiet and calm

I dressed in a blue dress, black cardigan and the ugly shoes they made us wear, but if didn't care what I wore because I had no one to impress here. We walked to the cafeteria, well she walked and I wheeled myself. i couldn't wait to get this heavy ass case off of my thighs and neck and wrists, god why was I so stupid I don't really want to die, I was just caught in the moment! why couldn't I just take some pills and be done? But no I had to be so violent that I get myself locked up! anyway we finally made it to the cafeteria, got our food (or should I say moldy bread, a hard boiled egg, a yogurt that looked okay and apple juice that looked like piss) when we finally sat down I could finally rest my arms. I just sat there for the first 5 minutes looking around at all the new faces, I could tell who was truly insane and who was just forced to come here for recovery. I mean I could tell everyone except for Lana, I didn't know if her story about being lesbian was true or a lie, maybe she was a compulsive liar, that's why she was here. after inspecting how people eat around here I gave up caring and dug in. I haven't eaten for at least 48 hours! I ate the yogurt and pushed the moldy bread and egg away. I inspected the juice for a while until Lana spoke up and told me it was better not to drink the juice. Even though the yogurt wasn't much, it was better than the usual hospital crap I had been eating for a month.

"Lana?" I asked

"ya?" she answered

"when you said most 'suicide failures" think they won't be here for a long time what did you mean?" I said worrily

"oh I see what this is about, you already want to leave don't you? well I have good news and bad news. the bad news is there is no way there letting you out of here for at least 6 months. and that's only if you stay completely sane and be the best little girl they have ever seen, but let's face it, all of the people here are not, what's the word? oh ya good people! well were not bad people but we are certainly not good people" she said truthfully

"what's the good news?" I asked hopefully

"I know a perfect escape plan, but it may land you 10 years in this hellhole it you get caught, and let's just say you will get caught" she laughed

"so how long would you say I'll be in here" I cried

"come with me" she said as she stood up and pushed me out the door, I realized I really didn't have a choice to go with her or not she lived my her own rules. and I thought that was fine. she pushed me into a room with a man she probably could trust.

"Lana" he sung "I see you've made a new friend" he said while

looking at me.

"Paul, we have no time for jokes, we need to know how long this girl is in for, because we all know behavior doesn't do shit around here!" she spat

"feisty girl you are today, is it your time of the month?" Paul teased as Lana slapped him

"OMG Lana!! Your gonna get in so much trouble!" I cried

they both burst out laughing

"this little goof wouldn't do a thing to me, he's my little brother, he just scored a job here while I scored a mental patient spot" she laughed

yep, she was definitely insane but probably not a liar, she probably got turned insane from this place. Paul dug through the papers and I realized this is how Lana and the other patients find out so much about newcomers.

"oh my, lucky you!" Paul shouted

"what? what is it?" I couldn't wait to find out my release date.

"august 29" he laughed

"well well well, guess your getting out in 9 months!" Lana chanted

I was happy, because I knew that was good by the looks of Lana and Paul's faces, they were happy for me!

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A/N omg so violet gets out august 29 yay!! she gets to go back home! anyway I haven't been updating so I gave you a longer chapter. I'm generous like that, jk XD and for those wondering, Tate will come into the story pretty soon. you guys have no idea what kind if twist I have for this story! and btw Tatelangdonsgun better update her amazing story: give it all, soon bc I'm going to go insane of she doesn't!

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