Violate ahs hold me closer

suspense

the first day in solitary was exactly what every single day in solitary was like for the last 2 months. Yes I kept track because I got out every week to take a shower. That was always my highlight for the week, and I knew I had taken 8 strongly needed showers while in this hellhole.

About 3 days away from my 9th shower I was awoken from my sleeping pill based nap by the loud unlocking of my cell door. In stepped the horny guard from 2 months ago and I began to worry.

"please, I'm a virgin" I cry-whispered.

"ah ah ah" he taunted. "If I wanted a horrible blowjob from an inexperienced crazy little girl, I would have gotten one everyday you were in here, but as a matter of fact I don't!"

"So what it is then?" I asked trying to be polite but I just couldn't I needed to know.

"Well, you eager bitch your getting out today, gather your shit I know you snuck in here and let's go I don't like this place!" He yelled

I was shocked but I have gotten used to being shocked due to the fact that crazy jacked up shot happens here everyday, but nobody cares to give me explanations, and if I happen to whine too much for someone's taste, I will get literally shocked, in the electric chair. Fun hobby of mine.

I gathered my blanket and sleeping pills and walked to the guards.

"sleeping pills? From you I would of expected a knife and cut up thighs!" he laughed

Disgust filled me up and I gathered up every strength not to go phsyco in him.

"So I get to go back to the common room?" I ask

"No you retarded whore, you go home!"

WAHAHAHAHAHAOOOOOO wut

"WHAT? home?? As in the place I was at before I tried to off myself?!?" I asked

"Yes now shit the fuck up before if give you one last shock"

I stayed silent the rest of the way out.

We walked into the main hall and I saw them for the first time in almost a year.

"MOM? DAD? I screamed, running into there arms

"Violet!" My dad exclaimed

"My beautiful baby" my mother whispered

"Come on let's get you home" they said and I ran outside for the first times what felt like ages. I ran and jumped on the grass. I snuggled with the trees and I inhaled the flowers. I saw birds and bugs and little animals. I was so happy. I haven't felt happiness before this but I had a feeling I wouldn't be far from it ever again.

I ran around for hours. Nothing held me captive anymore.

"Hah Violet, let's go. Watching you run around for 3 hours straight is making me tired!" My dad said.

"And dizzy!" Added my mom

"But I don't want to be in a closed car for the 6 hours drive home from this hell."

"We can take the top off, our is a convertible remember?" Said mom

I nodded and walked to the car slowly. I wanted to leave hell, but I didn't want to experience the trip.

I got in the back and didn't buckle up. I didn't want to be strapped up, not after getting used to what happens when I get strapped up on a platform and shocked.

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We've been driving for 2 hours making small talk about what I've missed the 9 months I've been away. We stopped at a couple of fast food restaurants and I ordered the whole menu at each one. I have been on a bread and yogurt diet my whole stay, I desperately needed solid food.