My Twin and I (ONGOING NA)

chapter 13 -- the revelation

(johanna's POV)

" johans, kumalma ka lang, mas matanda parin sayo kuya andy mo. mali padin na sinuntok mo siya."

" mali din naman siya, tignan mo ma nangyari kay johanna, iwan daw ba ang babae sa kalye mag isa??! ng may injury?!!! buti nga isang suntok lang inabot niya eh!!!"

narinig kong paguusap nila mama at johans, unti unti kong minulat ang mata ko.. ouch >________< napahawak ako sa ulo ko, ang sakit sakit niya kasi..umupo ako, all to find myself in johan's bed, with all the kumot and everything.

"anak, okay ka lang ba?" tanong ni mama sa akin,

"nahihilo po ako." as in parang ang bigat bigat ng katawan ko... "aah..ouch." sakit din ng paa ko. >_______________<

" humiga ka na, may lagnat ka, kagagawan nung andy na yon, anong gusto mong kainin?" tanong sakin ni johans,

" wala kong ganang kumaen."

"ano nga?? tatawag ako ng tiktik sige ka." sagot pa niya, as if naman marunong siyang tumawag ng tiktik..

"ice cream."

"ah.. ayaw mo umayos ah. bahala ka dyan, iwan kitang mamayang gabi, patay lahat ng ilaw, may tiktik na darating. tamang tama mag isa ka lang, umuulan pa ngayon, baka kumidlat." sabi niya sa akin habang papalapit ang mukha niya sakin. ang creepy pa ng boses na ginamit niya >_______________________<

" OO NA! sopas!!" nagtalukbong na ako. "hhahhahahaha" - tawa ni mama yan.

"toktoktok" - napalingon naman ako sa pinto, sila din, "pasok," sabi ni mama, nagulat ako ng mukha ni kuya andy ang nakita ko, tapos mukhang malungkot at guilty pa, pero parang putok yung labi niya.

"what the hell are you doing here?" i can sense the threat in johans' voice. grabe, nag stiffen din yung mukha niya, parang galit na galit kay kuya andy.

"johans, wag ka na ulit magsimula" sabi bigla ni mama. magsimula??? anong nangyari???

"i just wanna talk to johanna." sabi naman ni kuya andy.

umiling si johans pero hinawakan ni mama yung kamay niya. "okay, andy, we'll just get back later."

hinatak ni mama si johans, "pero ma!!!"

"magluto ka nalang ng sopas para sa kambal mo." rinig ko pang pagtatalo nila. then they closed the door.

naiwan kaming dalawa ni kuya andy. and there's an akward silence.

"kuya and..."

" okay, as an apology for what i did today, i would tell you what happened between me and my ex." - pinutol ni  kuya andy sasabihin ko.. tumango nalang ako, actually, hilong hilo talaga ako. pramis parang iniikot ako. >________<

" coleen was my neighbor  back there in england, they moved there when i was 15 years old i think. she really is beautiful, and unlike any other girl, she is really reserve, and lady like. i want to talk to her, but i am really shy, and i thought she would be scared of me cause i always  have a serious face.." pag papatuloy niya sa kwento niya.. nakatingin lang ako sa kanya, siya naman, nakatingin lang sa lapag, pero ramdam ko na nalulungkot siya

"yeah, she should be scared, you have a scary face," sabi ko pa, sinubukan ko pang mag joke, para gumaan medyo yung atmosphere kaya lang, he just stared at me with a "weeeahh??? di nga???" face.

"but then, i was really suprised one day when we walked to college at the same time and there i tried talking to her, and she gave me the sweetest smile i had ever seen, and up to this moment i can remember what she said and what her sweet smile was like."

"what did she say?" i asked him,

"she said that i should smile more often cause smiling suits me well. the moment she said that to me, i kept on smiling everyday, but then my friends find it creepy so i just smile whenever i'm with her. "

"told you kuya andy, you're creepy."

" our friendship grew so much, we're always go to an ocean together, play along in the sand, and many more, that's the reason why i love oceans so much. we're so comfortable with each other , and others thought that we're dating, but then i still don't have the courage to ask her out, but then the time came where in i really couldn't hold my emotions in and i decided to ask her to be my girl, i prepared everything, i decided to ask her in an ocean too, but then that was also the time that coleen told me about her condition."

"condition??" kinabahan ako bigla, para akong nakatulog sa gitna ng penikula tapos pinapakwento ko and here's the climax part.

" she said that she only got a month to live." his voice broke, napansin kong naluluha si kuya andy. God, kung alam ko lang na ganito ka saklap ang pangyayari, di na ko nagtanong.. "she's going to die. it hurts so much. " pagpapatuloy pa ni kuya andy.

"i'm sorry." napatingin nalang ako sa kumot ko.. di ko na alam anong i-re-react ko. naguilty ako masyado. nalulungkot din ako para kay kuya andy.

"it's okay, she said that she had a leukemia, and that the doctor said that she only got a month left to live. but still, she managed to smile a lot and she fought the cancer until the very end.. i supported her, and i promised to her that she'll be the only girl that i would love for the rest of my life but then i got told off." he gave me a painful smile.

"told off?" tanong ko naman, kung ako yung babaeng sinabihan na ikaw lang mamahalin habang buhay, matutuwa ako.

" she said that she wouldn't want me to suffer,. i should love someone that could love me in return. she loved me but she said that she's not the right one for me, cause she's going to die soon. she made me promise that if i would find that person that i could love dearly, i wouldn't hesitate to give it all for that girl, and that i would love the girl as much as i loved and cherished her.. coleen is really strong and kind girl. at first i wouldn't agree to it, i felt that it's wrong to promise her that. but she still insist it. she said that it's her last wish, and i should grant it. now i am living today to fulfill that promise."

tinamaan ako 100%. ako na selfish. tama naman si coleen, dapat isipin mo din ang kaligayahan ng taong mahal mo. masakit na iiwan mo siya, pero di niya dapat parusahan ang sarili niya habang buhay na ikaw lang ang mamahalin niya kahit wala ka na sa tabi niya. masakit nga naman yun. everyone deserves happiness.umiiyak na pala ako sobra. T__________T pwedeng pang mmk yung storya ni kuya andy..

"have you found the girl yet?"

"i think so."

O______________________________________O "WHAT?!"

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