~-~-~One Week later~-~-~
I tapped against my desk, barely listening to the substitute in the front. Not that it would matter, they were discussing math equations. It's pretty hard to learn formulas for problems you can't even see.
It was pretty disappointing, especially since I finally started paying attention in class for the first time in years. It was...weird. I barely understood anything they were touching, so that didn't change, but the day seemed to go by quicker for once.
It's funny actually. The days used to drag on when I used to pay attention, except for when Chi and I kept passing notes back and forth, while Kazue kept telling us to stop laughing because he was trying to pay attention so he could take notes for Chi.
It was just quiet now.
I sighed, as my one mobile leg bounced up and down impatient, waiting for lunch so I could finally talk with Saihara.
For some strange reason he has been less chatty lately, he's reading something that much is obvious, but every time I ask what he's reading he denies it, or said it was just a textbook. He must think I'm an idiot, but I guess I can't blame him.
He doesn't know me as the master liar. When was the last time I told a lie? Everyone else has been telling them lately, I'm going to need to catch up huh?
It's funny having Saihara for once avoiding me, when we first met he was bordering on being a stalker, and he kept poking himself into my personal stuff to the point he somehow got me to break. Then he tells me everything is because he had to solve the case about me and DICE.
Can he even tell the whole world the truth...? They would probably kill him if he even tried. I'm surprised I'm not dead yet, probably because I'm quiet. Well...I was quiet until he showed up.
My mind went back to the day someone tried to shoot me, a cold shiver went up my spine, are they going to come back? Should I just leave Saihara alone?
I don't know. I don't think I really have any control of what's going to happen, and that's what stings the most, I mean here I am having to sit around, blind literally, hoping to whatever god might exist that everything will somehow work itself out.
Though....really thinking about it...that's been the last few years huh? I guess Saihara finally made me self aware of it. Good for him. I hate it personally.
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Saihara's POV:
I flipped through the pages of the diary, trying to get a grip on the timeline, what made things worse is that rarely dates were mentioned inside of it, rather it was a string of broken conversations that didn't lend itself for helping my investigation.
Maybe I just have to read from the beginning...? I thought to myself as I marked any passage that mentioned the substitute, DICE, and skimming for any sign of depression in any of the writers. It felt wrong searching and analyzing the book in such a way, but what else was I supposed to do?
I doubt Ouma would be willing to give a testimony at this point, it seemed to take a lot out of him just to tell me I doubt he would be excited about announcing it to a group of strangers at the police department, especially due to I still had no idea how deep the corruption ran inside of the local department.
I was getting so desperate I was even considering taking Ouma with me to visit my father.
I quickly pushed that thought out, think...think...where can I find testimonies other than Ouma, or any clues on the mental health of DICE pre the incident-
My eyes widened. It should have been obvious from the start as I looked around the room. There was a classroom full of students who had grown up with DICE in their class, surely they must know something?
Even if they were just acquaintances with them, it would help to prove that it wasn't a suicide. Or at the very least they could help me find some kind of evidence proving against it. I nodded to myself, as I scanned the room, maybe this could work...maybe I can prove the world wrong...
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Sooooooooooooooooooo what should we write in this? :p- Riko
Are you serious? This thing was your idea- Mirai
Sorry Miri q: -Riko
Please get along guys- Tsuki
We should put weird jokes and stuff- Chiasa
That sounds stupid- Mirai
Aww but I liked that idea D:- Riko
You would like anything, you don't count- Mirai
So mean!- Riko
We could log about our journey till we graduate from high school? Like a personal scrapbook for us to laugh over when we're older?- Tsuki
That sounds fun!- Chiasa
It's been three days is anyone gonna write back? I'm lonely- Chiasa
Sorry, Chiasa! Yeah that sounds like fun!- Riko
What would we even write down? We're pretty boring people- Mirai
We could just tell cool stories of the stuff we do! Like when I made Takura laugh so much milk squirted from his nose! :p- Riko
He kept screaming 'stop the fire!' it was hilarious- Chiasa
He squirted it on me- Mirai
Sorry Miri! D:- Riko
Stop calling me Miri- Mirai
Never >:D- Riko
I like those ideas...I think it would be fun- Tsuki
Ok, then it's settled- Chiasa
Will we write about the guys in this?- Mirai
Nah they're boring! JK JK JK- Riko
I'm telling Kichi- Chiasa
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO D:- Riko
Muhahahaha- Chiasa
What did I do to end up with you people?- Mirai
It's your fault you were so cute when you were younger! I couldn't help but say hi- Riko
Really? (this is sarcastic)- Mirai
Yup :D- Riko
I ship it- Tsuki
Me too- Chiasa
I'm STRAIGHT!- Mirai
Are you sure about that?- Tsuki
I hate you all- Mirai
No you don't you love us :D- Riko
AGH- Mirai
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The Boy With The Blank Stare: The Promise
FanfictionThis is one of the three paths of The Boy With The Blank Stare. In this route Ouma struggles to finally begin to accept what happened and is distressed in finding who he is without his friends. Meanwhile, Saihara is conflicted in trying to start a r...