Infatuated

twenty.

Soon as I stepped foot into my house I wiped off my make up, put my hair into the messiest bun ever and threw on a black shirt along with some printed pajama pants. Then I went back downstairs and grabbed some ice cream from the fridge and sat on my couch. I put on the office and every episode I couldn't help but to think of Jim and Pam's love story and how it could apply to both Matt and Xander. I turn it off due to the cringy love ness and my no tolerance for that love shit and I play my broken-hearted playlist on Spotify while eating ice cream. Now it's at least 11 pm and I know Amara is awake and at home.

"Hey Siri, FaceTime Amara." I say while I walk to my fridge to put the ice cream away. The phone starts ringing and then I hear the best voice I could ever hear. "Hey Kat, what's wrong?"

FaceTime Call starts now:

Katalina:
*tells her everything that happened with Xan."

Amara:
I'm gonna kill that son of a bitch.

Katalina:
If you did you would have a good reason. But don't. I'm so confused, I want to be with Matt and I have been for 2 years. But Xan just seems like the mysterious bad boy that you know I love.

Amara:
You do love those bad boys. But trust me, don't date Xander, he is dating Cara and he's going to break up with her. Don't do this to Cara, you and her are like sisters. But what you need to do is tell Matt everything that happened because if you don't, then you're lying to him and then you aren't going to have a boyfriend at all. Capish?

Katalina:
You're right Amara. Thank you. I love you. I'm going to FaceTime Matt.

Amara:
Okay just let me know how this goes. I love you too. Bye.

FaceTime Call ends with Amara. FaceTime Call starts with Matt.

Katalina:
Hey baby how was Atlanta?

Matt:
Fucking Amazing. So much fun. How was Garson's birthday?

Katalina:
About that. I need to tell you something. Don't get mad. Do you know Xander?

Matt:
I heard of him. What happened?

Katalina:
He kissed me. I didn't kiss back. I told him right after that I was dating you and that I love you. This kiss meant absolutely nothing and I have no feelings for him. All of my love is for you baby. I'm sorry this happened.

Matt:
Are you fucking serious?

Katalina:
I'm so sorry but I couldn't keep it from you. I didn't want to lie.

Matt:
It's not your fault. I still love you. But him. He is going to have another thing coming.

*talks all night with each other and ends up falling asleep on FaceTime.*

Fuck what is that? Its around 8 am and I awake due to the sounds of Matt snoring. I check my phone and we have been on call for 9 hours. Wow my phone is hot. I take my phone off the charger and leave it on my bed while I walk to the bathroom and wash my face. By the time I was done I my phone has cooled slightly but to make it even better I took my phone and put myself on mute so I wouldn't wake Matt due to the loudness of my stairs.

I walk myself down stairs and put Matt in the freezer so he could cool down. I can still hear his cute snores through the fridge. I start to make my green tea when I hear some muffling through the fridge. I open the fridge and I hear "Katalina, why am I in a fridge?" Matt says in his deep raspy voice which is even deeper in the morning. "Needed to cool my phone off, we've been on call for 9 hours." I reply pouring my tea into a mug. "Wow that's a milestone! I'm posting this on my Instagram, go off pause." He says as I do following his order showing my face on camera. "Fuck you look so cute even at 8 am in the morning." He says and he screenshots the screen and goes on pause to post it on his story. "There. posted. Now I have to go on the tour bus, we have to go to Dallas in 10." He says going back off pause so I can see his beautiful face. "Okay baby. I will see you in about 23 days but who's counting?" I say counting down the days until his birthday. "Okay my love. I will call you tonight." He says and smiles. "Goodbye." We both say and he ends the call.

Fuck he means so much to me. I love him. I love him. Shit. I forgot I have plans with Amara at 10 for brunch and then skating lessons. I'm trying to get better so I can skate with Matt. I love seeing him happy. I walk upstairs with my green tea in my hand and enter my messy room. I walk over to my vinyl and play "Salad Days." The album by Mac Demarco and then start tidying up my room a bit. I decide to start on my outfit early. I choose some black overalls along with my pink golf sweatshirt and some pink and white FILAs. Then I decided to go with a very cute but simple hairstyle, middle part. By the time I check the clock it's 9:30 am. I turn off my vinyl drink the rest of my tea and leave the house. Without makeup if any kind because who do I have to impress? I grab my car keys and some essentials like my phone, wallet and skateboard. I lock up the house and drive to the café.