Infatuated

nine. (bulimia warning)

Warning, bulimia is
Discussed in this chapter,
so if you are sensitive to that,
I suggest to read until Katalina gets home and then skip to the next chapter.

We are currently in the car and I honestly don't know what to do? Is this a real date? Ughh everyone keeps playing these mind games with me and I don't know how to respond. Maybe I'm overthinking it. I may as well just ask.

"Hey Ciarán?"
"Yes Katalina?"
"I know this is pretty stupid, but why did you ask me out for coffee?"
"I needed to talk to you. Also you know I don't like you right? I'm dating Robert so.."
"Oh shit. That's right. Haha. Sorry."
"No it's okay Kat."

Well that was the most awkward conversation I've ever had. I ask to play a song on the aux cord and he actually agrees so I play "Degas Park" by Kevin Abstract. "Ohhhh so you like MTV1987" Ciarán says to me and laugh afterwards. "I guess" I say while dancing to the song.

We finally arrive to the cafe and I head inside with Ciarán. I decide to order the hot chocolate because it was pretty cold outside and Ciarán orders a black coffee. We sit outside because we really are that stupid and Ciarán starts the conversation.

"So, you're birthday is tomorrow right?"
"Yes, I'm also going to one of your concerts tomorrow for my birthday."
"Oh that's great because I was going to hand you this ticket to go to the concert tomorrow. Haha."
*takes out the ticket*
*takes the ticket from Ciarán's hand.*
"It's okay, I have a friend, Garson. He loves you guys, he'll go with me. So what else do you want to talk to me about?"
"Matt."
*starts to tear up*
"Ugh, I cannot believe he would play me like this. I am honestly the most stupid person ever."
"Kat, no you aren't. Matt is. He shouldn't have done that and he's actually really sorry. He barely gets out of bed anymore and he doesn't eat anything. Hopefully he will be okay for tomorrows concert."

Soon as he finished his sentence I got a call from Garson asking if I was okay and that he wants to take me out to lunch today to make sure I ate. I agree because I was honestly so hungry. "Hey Ci, I have to go because my friend made plans with me today and I need to fulfill them. Can you take me over there?" Ciarán agrees and he takes me to Garson's house. When I arrived I thanked Ciarán for driving me with a hug and I went inside Garson's house.

"Hey, are you ready to go?" I say while walking into Garson's house. "Yep. Let me just get my keys are we are out." Garson says while putting on his left shoe. After he finished tying his shoes he grabbed his car keys and took me with him to go to Metro Diner. While we were in the car I decided to give Garson the ticket and the early pass and he nearly crashed the car. After he was done having a mental breakdown we went inside the restaurant and ordered our food.

"Sooooooo, you and Ma-"
"G, I need to tell you something."

And I explained everything that happened between me and Matt. He's jaw is wide open and his eyes are filled with rage.

"I CANNOT BELIEVE HE DID THIS! FUCKING PRICK!"

"Garson, it's okay, don't cause a scene. Tomorrow we are going to focus on this concert and we are going to have a great time. Let's not worry about the rat."

"You're right Kat."

Before he can say anything else our food arrived and we ate. After that, I invited him to sleep over, making sure it was okay with Cara of course and she agreed. We headed back to my place.

When we arrived I gave Cara my left overs and I started to feel sick. I told Cara and Garson that I needed to take a shit and I went upstairs. Sometimes when I don't throw up, I get really bad head aches and my stomach starts to hurt tremendously, the only way I can stop the pain is by throwing up so I chose to do so. After I was done I went back down stairs to hangout with Garson and Cara.

We put on our pjs and watch Jane the Virgin until we fall asleep.

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A/N

This chapter is another filler so I'm sorry it's kind of bad. If you are struggling with bulimia or any eating disorder just know you are not alone and it's okay to get help, my dms are always open. Bulimia and Self-Image is going to be discussed all throughout this book so if you are sensitive to that, be cautious. Thanks for reading and I will post a chapter tomorrow.