Infatuated

twenty three.

*time skip to Febuary 12th*

Today is the day. This is the day I'm going to be seeing Matt from the first time in a hot fucking minute. But first I have to catch up everyone from over the last month.

My mom came in about 2 weeks into December and we spent almost every minute together since she got here. But yesterday she told Cara and I that she's leaving on the 15th which is the day after Matt's birthday. Speaking of Cara, Xander broke up with her which Amara and I saw coming. But for Cara to be "heartbroken." Shes doing just fine. As for Amara, her and I have only been getting closer over the past months hanging out with my mom and such. Speaking of all of us bonding. My mom came up with the amazing idea which is to throw him a surprise party!! Ahhh I'm so excited! We have been planning nonstop and told all of his friends and family about it and they all agree it's an amazing idea, including Ciarán.

A little update on my life. Since my mom has been here my life has gotten so much better. I have been controlling my bulimia pretty well and I haven't thrown up in a while. I also finished school early and now I'm applying for colleges. I also got the new apartment! But I haven't moved in yet due to my mom being here but soon as she leaves I'm going to move in. Now back to today.

His flight is supposed to be here in about 30 minutes and I decide to go in what's best. I decide to wear Matt's hoodie along with some leggings. I say goodbye to my mom and Cara who were watching cooking shows and lock up the house. I brought the keys to my apartment and my backpack with my black lingerie incase anything goes down. I get into my car and drive down to the airport.

I arrive at the airport and I'm waiting in luggage for Matt and the boys to come down to get their stuff. The nerves and my excitement keep building up when I see Matt sprint towards me as I do to him. We meet together in the middle of the airport with a hug. The familiar feeling of his arms wrapped around my body let all my nerves and excitement release into happy tears. "Fuck Matt I missed you so much!" I say all muffly in his arms. We release from our hug but doesn't let me go. He kisses my forehead and caresses my hair and pulls my neck towards him. I look and him and I see those dirty green eyes that I knew all too well staring back at me. We kiss. The boys start applauding and taking videos of us and we release from our kiss due to the giggling from Ian calling us "the cutest heteros alive."

"Matt, do you want to get out of here?" I say and bite my lip. "Of course I do." He says. "Lets go check out your new apartment." He smiles which ultimately makes me smile and we walk out of the airport with his bags of course and we drive to the apartment.

"Okay, I know it's not the best looking but. It's pretty sweet isn't it?" I say looking at the building with Matt from outside. "Haha whatever you say. Lets go check out the inside." He says and I lead him up to my apartment. I unlock the door to reveal a pretty decent looking studio apartment with a bed as the living room. We take of our shoes and set them beside the door. "Hmm?" I ask looking at him for his approval. "It's nice. I love it." He says looking down at me. We start to kiss.