iii. Him

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Should I go over

And make small talk?

Maybe I should go.

I know if I don't,

We'll always be stuck in this phase.

Oscillating back and forth

But never reaching an end.

But what do I say to her?

Just walk over there and introduce myself?

Sounds easy, 

But how can it be easy,

When my hands are shaking,

Even as I'm thinking of it?

Maybe I should just accept my defeat

Call it fate or luck or whatever

There aren't any signs that she and I

Will ever get anywhere, anyway

Unless she wants to

Just as much as I want to.

God, I wish I could see inside her head.

God, I wish I knew what she thinks of me.

Or if she even does.

Will I ever know?

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