xiv. Her

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A foolish mistake.

An act of cowardice.

That's what it is.

But that isn't what it feels like.

His hand is warm against mine.

His fingers pale and smooth.

And I almost lock mine against his, 

But then I can feel his gaze on me.

And I dare to look up.

The intensity only shrinks me at first.

But then, I see something more.

Something that reflects my longing...

I am overthinking it.

I know for a fact that I am.

I don't know him.

I just know I've fallen for him.

I long to be wrapped in his arms...

But I can't do that.

He doesn't know me.

He never will.

And so I force myself to look away,

Breaking eye contact.

And force my hand away,

Missing the sensation of his touch.

And slowly the moment fades away,

As I grab the book and try to stand,

The silence is too heavy,

The intensity of his gaze too much,

For my fragile form to bear.

I stand up too quickly,

The suddeness of the movement, 

Paralyzing my knees, momentarily,

Throwing my head back

And just as I prepare myself for the impact,

I feel him grip my arm,

Keeping me balanced.

And once again I feel,

His warm touch against my skin.

And once again I smell,

The lemon and mint of his fragrance.

And once again I look,

Into those breathtaking eyes,

And once again I fall,

This time,

Harder than ever before.

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