Letters to Life: Letters written to a loved life

phases pt.2

acceptance

and here i lie
on my bed
music in my head
tears running dry
after all the
i-am-afraid-it-is-coming-to-an-end
i-can't-anymore
i-am-losing-it
i-want-to-be-better
i-am-insecure
i-am-mean
i-am-bad
i-don't-want-to-be-weak
i-am-wasting-it
i-don't-want-to-end-this
here i am
putting an end to one
and waiting for another

- yes, i have phases and they pass