Her Past

Passion

David tossed and turned. He couldn't get a wink of sleep. His room was dark and Milton's snore could be heard from down the hall.

3:59am.
He sighed, laying on his back, wishing Jessica was with him. A smile plastered on his face as he recall their date.

The movie was through and they were at the cottage, eating ice cream on the living room floor.

'You know, this is cozy'. David ate another spoonful. Hot fudge, his favorite.

'Yeah, mama and I lived here when we moved'. Jessica was next to him, ice cream jar between them with the tv on mute.

'What happened?' She heard him and knew what he meant.

'She had lung cancer and I didn't know until Carmen, my aunt told me. I noticed she was breathing heavier and every task made her out of breath, but I was clueless'.

'I'm sorry', David held her hand.

'I was pregnant yu kno', Jessica blurted before she could stop herself. David was always easy to talk to. 'I fainted at school and when they called my Aunt, she told me she knew but was waiting for me to say something. I was so confused and so afraid to tell mama. I didn't want to risk mama preaching down on me and condemning me to hell for one night of foolish pleasure'.

She was playing with the ice cream now. No one had any appetite.
'And I couldn't bring myself to do an abortion. Even when Carmen brought me to a doctor twice'.

She chuckled. David's gripped on her hands was tighter but he never interupt her.

'I finally up the courage, left school and told mama, and all she did was stood up, walked away to her room and prayed. Night and day for 7 days. She never said a word to me'.
'I lost the baby at 4 months. I just woke up bleeding. Doctors said it was stress  and I had to stay in the hospital for over a month because I lost alot of blood and was depressed. Mama never visited, never spoke about it to me.'

Jessica's tears rolled down her checks. 'Why don't they communicate like we do David?', she asked searching his eyes for answers.

'No one told us what to expect. How to react and how to handle a setback. All they say is pray or flee youthful lust. Fornication is a sin. Keep Your self pure till marriage. But no one is willing to sit you don't and talk you through the process and what to expect and what feelings you experience'.

David didnt respond. He didnt know what to say to make her feel better.

She took a deep breath.
'Mama died the year after. She didn't get to see me graduate. Didn't get to see how much I made her proud'.

'But I believe she knows',he finally broke his silence. 'You and I know their generation don't speak of certain things in public. They consider it a taboo'.

She pull away from David to stand, wiping tears. 'Maybe if they did, many teens wouldn't be so ignorant of sex. No one told me about a condom. No one said I could protect myself. All they did was preach down on you.'

She sat on the sofa now and David thought it meant he had to leave. He joined her.

But somehow she knew. The voice said.

Then David repeated it. 'Somehow she knew. Else you wouldn't have moved and you'ld have to face the district about the pics and then a pregnancy'.
His voice smooth and confident. 'Would you be able to? Cuz I left on my scholarship to Michigan the night after graduation'.

Jessica never though of the double shame she'ld have to face. For the first time she didn't wince at the mention of those pictures.

'Did Ms. Audrey really seduce you?' She was curious. David faced her and looked in her eyes, he cupped her face and kissed her.

She was surprised at first. But then she leaned into the kiss. A tingly sensation creep through her. It felt familiar.

She drew back but David followed till her back rest against the chair arm.
She felt trapped but lost in his lips. Him moan in her mouth and her nipples twitched.

Jessica felt his hands crept up her thighs. It was soft and hot, burning into her skin. She stared into his eyes as he removed her panties. She was nervous, anticipating his next move.

No one has gotten this close to her. Not since high school. His lips trailed wet kisses to her neck, down until it found her breast. He kissed and licked it athrough her blouse causing a sensation to rock her body and her legs widening, inviting him.

David can't believe how her body answered his touches and kisses. He slipped one finger up her skirt and found her clit.

'Mmhhhhhmmm', the sound escape her lips and David felt his manhood stiffening. When his finger circled the clit, it felt like a little button. He looked at her, eyes closed, face sexy with pleasure. Using his teeth to pull down the zip at the front of her blouse, her breasts peeped out. His tongue danced on the nipples. He spent time on each, careful not to rush her.

Jessica was too high on pleasure to stop him. She wanted him as much as he did. Her body deceived her, yet again but this time it felt right. Every touch, every lick, every suck on her breast made juice flowed out of her. She was riding estacy as he knelt before her.

He lift the skirt to see her naked half. 'No David', she felt exposed. 'I, I have not been with anyone since.... and before she could finish protesting, she felt his mouth back on her lips. Her back arched and her legs widening.

Why? She cursed her body.
David had no hindrances, as he break the kiss to pull her blouse off. Tonight, he got to see her naked and although he vowed not to fill her with his manhood, he had to fight his body to comply with that decision.

He slipped 2 fingers in her. She was tight. They couldn't get in and he felt her tensing up. Not wanting to ruin the moment, he rubbed her clit with his wet fingers making circular movements that made her dug her nails in his shoulder.

'You are so hot and ready', he whispered.

'Yes, David, I want you. Please'. Her words sounded like a song.

'I need you now. Please', She gave up fighting, surprised at her pleading.

David lowered himself, finding her heat as he sucked her clit causing her to squeal. Her feet trembled as his tongue was all over her mound. Her scent intoxicating.

Jessica head was spinning. She had never experience this before but her body was writhing to a rhythm she wasn't familiar with. His lips and her moans fill the room with their own music.

He hummed on her clit while his free hand reached up to squeeze a nipple. Hard. She felt his tongue licking her up like a dog. Long, hard and fast from her love button to her ass. Jessica felt an electrical surge from her neck to her spin. Then she felt her insides clenched as an explosion radiating from deep within her belly down to her toes. With her pussy pulsating, David lap up every juice like a thirsty dog. Her first orgasm from David and he would be her last.

David was rock solid. Although they never had sex his lips made her creme in his mouth. His body yearn for release and at the thought of feeling her tightness on his fingers, he grabbed his dick and began pumping. He is amazed at how she manage to remain celebate for so long as his orgasm build up, he prided himself knowing he would be the man to deflower her and teach her the art of sex. The memories of her taste, her smell, her sex sounds, her hanging on to his every move made him want her even more.

'Aahhrmmm', he groaned, as he spill his seed on the bed falling asleep peacefully.