After the afterparty

IMY

-I missed you so much, you have no idea
-I know, I did too. Are you heading to the hospital now?- Cristina asked
-Yeah, I -I am. Let's go
-Have I told you? I got a job there again
-That is amazing. Just like the old times...
-Just like the old times- She said.
On our way to the hospital, we talked about Nathan, about Derek, about this new guy Link...
When we arrived, I recognized Lincoln's car in the parking lot. I parked next to him, and we both went inside.
Everything was going well so far, I hadn't seen Link in all day.
I performed surgery, hang out in the attendings lounge with Cristina, talked with Owen, life was pretty good at that moment.
Time passed by and it was already midnight. Cristina and I were heading home, when we bumped into Link.
He slightly nodded:
-Dr. Grey, Dr...
-I'm Dr. Yang- she said- We've known each other since we were interns
-Why had I never seen you before?
-Well she went to Switzerland and now she came back- I interrupted
-Oh, that's nice- he said- I'm Dr. Link by the way!
-Oh yeah I already know who you are- she said
My face turned red from embarrassment
-Yeah, I'm pretty sure you've heard some nasty things about me, haven't ya?
-Lincoln, I don't go around saying ugly things about you- I said- I'm sorry you think so poorly of me, I - I- Cristina, can you wait in the car?

I am so sorry, okay? I'm sorry I hurt you, or if I ever questioned your quality of person, and I'm sorry I blamed it all on you and now the whole hospital knows! But I miss you, I miss my friend Link, and I can't stop thinking about you. About how cruel I was to you.
-Can I talk? Because you've done all the talking so far- he said losing the peaceful facial expressions he had before.
-I'm listening- I said even more angrily than him
-You first know me, you call me friend, then we sleep together, then you get mad at me for absolutely no good reason, and now you're saying sorry?! I have one simple question, what do you want from me?!
I was shocked
-Meredith, what do you want from me?
-I-I want you to forgive me. I am very sorry I treated you like crap.
-So why did you do it? Because I know you are not like that.
-Maybe you're wrong, maybe I am like that
-C'mon, you are not. Don't play pretend with me. Do you feel weird around me, that's why you treat me like crap and try to evade me?
-No, I adore you
-So then what's the logical reason?
-There isn't. They're just symptoms, okay?- I said
-Of what?!
-Of you! I don't know, okay? I just know I miss you, everytime you're sad I'm sad too, and I can't stop thinking about you. And last night was awesome, yet I'm mad at myself for doing it!
-Are you saying-
-I'm saying I don't know! So please stop!
-And if I did this, would you like it?
-Do wh- but he interrupted me with a soft kiss
-So? Should I do it again? Is that the cause of all your symptoms?
-I think so. Maybe you'd have to try again to make sure-
And he kissed me again. It was one of those kisses that felt right.
-I missed you
-I missed my "friend" too- I said