Her Wife And Kids

fourty nine

Nicki takes in a deep breath before turning to her wife, making sure to look her in the eye when she admits this

"Do you love me Rihanna?"

"To the moon and back, I'm in love with you like crazy"

Nicki smiles bowing her head as she blushes.

"I love you too...but I'll be honest Rih...sometimes your actions make it hard for me to believe that you truly love me" Rihanna furrows her brows.

"I do love you Nika, I'm sorry about earlier I didn't mean to grab you like that"

"But it's not just that rihanna, many times before. This happens way too often and you're always saying sorry to the point where it's starting to have no meaning"

She stares at me as I speak, watching my lips and nothing but my lips before licking her own hungerly.

"Are you even listening to me?" I shake my head moving her hands away from my waist.

"Yes baby, continue. I promise I'm listening" She says as we compete with the position of her hand.

"Sorry" I repeat slightly irritated. That seems to be her favorite word.

"I think we should go to counseling. Like...as a couple"

"Come again?" Rihanna laughs while looking her lover in the eye slowly but surely slipping out of her fantasy. "At least let's try it out...one day that's all I'm asking"

"No" Rihanna objects shaking her head. "Why?" Nicki frowns.

"Why you tryna tell a stranger our business? No. Onika. End of discussion I'm not doing that shit" She pulls away from Nicki's waist, no longer in the mood.

"Please?" The petite woman begs hugging her wife while giving her puppy eyes.

"I just want us both to be happy, I want us to be a good example for the kids because right now we're far from that...how many times have we fought in front of them? Both verbally and physically"

"...That shouldn't happen Rihanna, like ever."

"Leave the kids out of this, maybe you're okay with letting some stranger tell you how to parent and act as a wife but I'm not. Miss me with that dumb shit" Nicki sighs. She had a strong feeling Rihanna would object.

"If you're really sorry then you'd come with me, at least give it a try"

"...I'll think about it" Her wife blurts turning the tv back on.

After that they both got quiet.

"Where's my princess?" Nicki questions.

"With her sister" Rihanna replies.

"Why? Zisel has school, you're supposed to watch her" Rihanna shrugs.

"She's only gonna distract her Rihanna, don't do that again please" I get up to get Nadine.

Once I get to Zisel's class I pull Nadine away from Zi's lap. "Focus on your work" I tell Zi.

"I am ma, why can't she be here!" Zisel whines causing a big commotion.

From the baby crying to Zisel refusing to give her sister up the whole house was in an uproar.

"Onika sit your ass down, that girl is tired of seeing ur clingy ass 24/7. Let her be with her sister for once!" Rihanna yells making Nicki jump.

"She's distracting Zisel-"

"No she's not. She was quiet until you came and snatched her from me"

"Fine, whatever. Be like that" Nicki mugs the child as she smiles once she back in her sister's arm.

"Toodaloo now" Zisel playfully sticks her tongue out at her mother as she's left with no choice but to exit.

While walking back down stairs Nicki displays a pouty face with her arms crossed like a child when they don't get what they want.

"...And I'm not clingy so shut up" She huffs sitting back down far away from her bully.

"Whatever helps you sleep at night" Rihanna yawns flipping through the channels, not really minding her wife as she dwelled on that one remark.