Her Wife And Kids

6ix

Zisel's P.O.V

"Ma please. I don't want to apologize, I didn't do anything but speak the truth."

We were in our room talking about what I just witnessed and how I shouldn't have interfered with the situation.

"I know you didn't mean that Zisel, your mother loves you so much. She would do anything for you and your sister. First thing tomorrow morning you're going to apologize and it better not be no damn dry ass apology, I want you to tell he-"

I cut her off. There is no way in hell I was going to apologize.

"You're not understanding me Ma, I meant it, every syllable, every word, everything. I meant what I said and I'm not taking it back." I crossed my arms.

My mother has always given me a hard time. Every time I'd have an argument with my sister she would never listen to my side of the story.

Even when it was crystal clear that I was innocent she would somehow make me look like the bad guy.

I always felt unwanted in this family. My mother would constantly denigrate me, to the point where her actions were slowly but surely causing me to grow depressed.

But I would never tell her that. In fact, I never told anyone that I was depressed. Surprisingly no one caught on to it.

"Baby I don't think you understand how hurtful that was.." My mom said sounding defeated.

"Zisel what happened to you?.." I looked at her confused.

"You're not the same little girl I once knew.." Here we go again.

"People grow." I blurted.

She sighed. "Where's your sister?" She asked as she got up from my bed.

"Mom said she can stay at her friend's house after school." I couldn't help but roll my eyes. She's favored by everyone in this house.

Even at school Ida is favored. And because we go to the same school, till this day there wasn't at least one time where she wasn't the topic of discussion.

Imagine going to school and teachers comparing you to your sister. It's always "Zisel why don't you pay attention, your sister is always coming to school prepared and on top of her work." Or "Zisel did you know Ida is on the honor roll?, I want the same for you."

It gets tiring after a while. I purposely skip classes sometimes just so I don't have to hear them run their mouths. I already get enough of that at home...

"For what?" My mom asked.

"No idea." I shrugged.

"Ok well I'll be in my room if you need me." She said. I got up from my bed and walked up to my already half-open door and closed it.

"I want you to stay here. Please." Truth was I no longer felt that my mother was safe with Rihanna.

After what I saw today I was sure she was no longer safe with her. This is not the first time she put her hands on her.

Rihanna has anger issues, any sane person could spot it. You say one thing she doesn't agree with than all hell will break loose.

Like the time I asked my mom if I can stay over my friend Isahia's house and ended up falling asleep there not coming home till the next day.

My mom was understanding and didn't think much about it but Rihanna on the other hand was acting as if I was sleeping with him.

She called me a hoe, took my phone away then proceeded to go over Isahia's house and tell him he was no longer able to see me.

This led to her and Mama having an argument which then led her to slap my mom in the face which then led Ida to blame it all on me.

Oh how I love my life.

"Baby I'm just going to get something, I promise I'll come back." My mom said.

"Ok, and can you sleep with me please." Of course. She kissed my forehead then left to get whatever she was getting.

While she was gone I took out my phone and texted Isahia.

Zizi🌈

You still up?

Besto😛

I was sleeping until you woke me up🙄but what's up?

Zizi🌈

Nun, I just miss you.

Besto😛

Did Ida say something to you?😡

Zizi🌈

Lol no, she at her friend's house

Besto😛

Well then something's obviously bothering you. You only text me this late when you're sad☹

Zizi🌈

Imma tell you at school tmw. My mom is here...

Besto😛

Ight. Gn I love you💖

Zizi🌈

Bye baby😘

Once I heard my mom walk in I put my phone back down. She was now in her pajamas and her hair was in a bonnet and for some reason she was sweating like crazy.

"Babe have you seen my phone anywhere?!" She asked sounding panicky.

"No. You lost it?" I asked.

"I swear I put it on my nightstand but it's not there anymore." She frowned.

"Is she still there?" I asked not wanting to call her mom.

"Your mother? No, She lef-" I've never seen her this scared in my life.

"Let me see your phone Zisel!"

"For what?" I was genuinely curious.

"Just let me borrow it damn, stop being so damn difficult!" I rolled my eyes as I handed her my phone.

I wasn't even being difficult. I just wanted to know why she needed my phone.

I watched her frantically dial a number then put my phone to her ears.

She was breathing faster than usual. All of this was making me feel anxious.

She paced around as the phone rang.

"Bey it's Nicki, no time to explain. You just have to trust me when I say get out of the house!"

She walked out into the hallway but I can still hear her.

"BEYONCE I'M SERIOUS GET THE FUCK OUT THE HOUSE!" She yelled causing me to jump.

Oh shit, that's the woman they were arguing about. Beyonce... Maybe Rihanna was headed her way...