Her Wife And Kids

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Omniscients P.O.V

After saying goodbye everyone went their separate ways. Rihanna to the kitchen to cook dinner and Ida and Zisel to their own rooms.

Regardless of what happened Ida was determined to let it all out today and tell her mother where she'd been that night.

When dinner was ready everyone sat at the table, an awkward silence coated the air. All you could hear was the clinking of forks coming in contact with plates.

If you hadn't known better you'd think they were making an asmr video.

The whole time Rihanna looks down, her head hung low barley eating the well-cooked meal set in front of her.

Finally Ida breaks the silence "This is really good" she says looking at her mother who slowly lifts her head up giving a weak smile.

"Thank you baby" Ida returns the smile.

Rih then turns her head to her youngest who huffs, clearly upset. "I'm sorry y'all had to hear that.."

"I'm sorry" She repeats shaking her head. If it was one thing she wanted it was to be a better mother than her own.

At just a young age she promised to never put her future kids in not even a quarter the pain she's been through during her childhood years.

"Why did she leave tho, I feel like you and mama gonna divorce" Zi said catching everyone by surprise.

"Stop being so dramatic Zisel they're not getting a divorce" Ida replied with a quickness.

"...right?" She turns to her mother distinctly questioning it herself.

"Of course not you guys, sometimes even married people need a break from each other" Rihanna frowns at the thought.

She loves Nicki too much to ever even consider a divorce regardless of how rough things have been.

"Yea you're right" Ida agreed. "...I have a lot of questions, but don't know if I should ask though. Like I don't want to sound nosy or anything-"

Rihanna put her fork down giving Ida her undivided attention. She knew she was going to be loaded with questions. She even practiced her replies while cooking.

"Ask away"

"Um ok, so the first question. Is mama pregnant?" Zisel looked up from her plate eager to know herself.

It took of few minutes of her debating with herself before just spilling. They already heard Nicki confirm so what's the point in hiding it.

"Y-yes" Rih stuttered.

"Ahhhh oh my god really?!" Ida asked ecstatic. "Really" Rihanna chuckled. Seeing her daughter excited.

"How do you feel about it?" Rihanna asked. Zisel smiled, never this big. "She's coming..."

"Who?" Rihanna asked attentive

"I've been having this reaccuring dream where this little girl would come up to me ironically calling me little sis and she'd say I'm coming home each time before I'd wake up. I didn't think much of it before but it all makes sense now.."

"GIRL" Ida laughed but quickly got serious once she noticed her mother who she's never seen cry before burst into tears.

Jaiah's P.O.V

"Nicki you really just lied to my fac-"

"I didn't tho" Nicki replies monotoned.

"Well you wasn't entirely telling the truth either. Y'all deadass be fist fighting? Onika that's toxic"

"And who the fuck are you to tell me what's toxic and what's not? You always on and off with that nigga!" She snapped.

"...Ok well at least he don't beat on me! And why you yelling at me I'm just tryna help Nicki sheesh" Angered Nicki points

"See this is why I didn't want to tell you, now you over here disrespecting her and me" What??!

She really be doing the most when she's pregnant, I'm just gonna drop it cause I'm not about to get slapped for telling it like it is.

"Ok I'm sorry" I sigh. "The whole purpose of this was for you to be able to relax away from the wife and kids"

Nicki sighs before bursting to tears. "Do you think I'm wrong? I shouldn't have said that. I mean who does that?! I'm a horrible wife. I can't believe I said that..." She covers her mouth in disbelief.

"About the miscarriage?" I ask frowning.

"To be honest that shit could really fuck a  person up. But if that's the truth, at least you got it off your chest" Nicki sighs her breath shaky.

"I knew what I was getting myself into when I married her. She's a whole different person when she's on track with her meds...but once it was confirmed I was pregnant all I could think of was what happened the last pregnancy..."

Rihanna's P.O.V

"Ida!" I call out. After dinner I've decided to  take a nice warm shower to help digust everything.

Am I crazy for believeing Zi?

But why would she make that up?

I'm convinced Nicki's pregnant with Selma, or at least a reincarnated Selma...I promise I'm not going crazy.

Let me just take my pills.

I get up from the bed walking over to the bathroom where I keep them. I pop one pill in my mouth running it down with water.

When I walk out Ida is by the door. "Come in why you just standing there for"

She takes a seat on the bed looking up at me. "You wanted to tell me something when I came in, don't think I forgot spill"

"Oh yeahhh" She replies nerously fidgeting with her necklace.

Raising my brow I ask "Should I be worried?"

"I mean just be happy I'm safe and well"  She laughs nervously. "Ok well then tell me damn"

I say impatient. "Ok...umm so remember when like you told me I couldn't go to the party even though it was like the party of the year and like a one time thing and all my friends were allowed to go?" I nod rolling my eyes.

"I, sorta kinda went and I know I sho-"

"Wait," I laugh bitterly "So ur telling me you went to the party after we told you no?" I question trying to speak in a calm manner. How she even get back without us noticing anything?

"Are you serious right now?" I don't know why but I'm smiling my veins probably popping out.

I have my reasons for not letting her go, if I didn't see a problem I would've let her go with her friends. I expect Zisel to do some trick ass shit like this but no, it's Ida sneaking out the house and partying like she grown.

"I know ma but listen...and please don't get mad at me cause I had nothing to do with this but the police are questioning everyone that went but I promise I had nothing to do with it ma I swear on god. I left before it happened. I didn't even stay for long" She ranted.

"Just tell me Natasha I don't have time for these half ass explanations!"  She jumps from my voice and starts stuttering.

"T-there was a shooting, and like one person got s-shot and the police are investigating..." I went cold with fury.

That could've been her if she stayed longer. This why I don't trust her going to parties because anything could happen...I would know.

"I'm sorr-"

"Get out of my face Ida, like right fucking now!" She scurried away with no hesitation.

I said a little prayer before going to sleep. What I need to do right now is just be thankful for this second chance God has given me.

Starting tomorrow I'm gonna try change for the better, and the first step to that is throwing away my drugs...especially since the police might show up any day.