Phee's P.O.V
I lie on the bed looking at the ceiling as Mikes still asleep, I think about everything that's happened throughout the past week. At the beginning it was perfect, spending time with Mike and his family. But by the end it all came crashing down... I miss Belfast if I'm honest.
Although I wanted to come here to see Mel, to make sure she was ok.. I can't help thinking Mike didn't want me around his family anymore. We wouldn't have been able to help Mel no matter what flight we had got! Well it turned out we did because she only awoke when she heard our voices. But we didn't know that whilst we were in Belfast!
I guess what I'm trying to say is Mike doesn't love me... No one seems to love me, Ben's been giving me awful looks, Mel doesn't really speak when I'm in the room she just lies there watching me. Dan just ignores me. None of them like me, but the one that hurts the most is Mike.
My thoughts are disturbed by Mike rolling away from me in his sleep. I look over at him and then roll over on my side, looking the opposite way to him. I feel a tear trickle down my face and I wipe it away. I can't do this anymore.
Just as I'm about to get up and walk into the bathroom, Mike wraps his arm around my waist and pulls me close.
"Morning baby." He whispers and then kisses the back of my neck.
"Morning." I mutter.
With his arms he rolls me over so I'm facing him. As he looks at my face he looks concerned and kisses my nose.
"Why are you crying?"
That's when I burst out into tears. I sit up and face away from Mike. I don't want to see him, he'll only make things worse.
"I'm getting up now." I whisper as I climb out of bed.
He holds my wrist gently and tries to pull me back into bed.
"Hey come here. What's the matter Phee?"
"Mike just let me go." I cry.
He looks at me shocked but let's go. Mike watches me as I run out of the room.
I try to open the bathroom door but I find it locked. Good thing I suppose otherwise I would have done something I regret.
I stumble into the kitchen and get a glass of water, I take a sip from it and close my eyes. I really need to clear my head.
"Phee... Baby come back please."
Mike comes into the room and wraps his arms around me.
I put my glass down and wrap my arms around his chest. As I bury my head in his shoulder I burst out crying.
"Come on, let's go into our room."
Mike walks forward with his arms still wrapped around me, guiding me into the bedroom.
"Sit down." He sits me on the edge of the bed.
I sit down and look at him as he kneels on the ground in front of me, looking up at my face. He rests his hands I'm my knees and rubs them gently with his thumb.
"Right, now please tell me what is wrong..." He pleads.
"Mi...Mike don't pretend you care." I turn my face away.
"But Phee I do care..." He brings his hand to my cheek and turns my head so I'm facing him.
"Mike you don't. Please I would rather you didn't pretend. You don't love me at all... No one does." I look to the floor.
"Phee don't even say that! I care and I love you loads!" Mike stands up and his voice sounds slightly annoyed.
"Mike... I don't want this." I look up as his eyes fill with tears.
"You don't want what?... Us?" A tear trickles down his cheek.
I stand up and rub the tear away and kiss his cheek where it had stopped.
"No I want us, I don't want to argue."
He rests his hands on my hips and kisses my lips. The kiss becomes more passionate as I wrap my arms around his neck and he licks my bottom lip for entrance. I allow him and his tongue enters my mouth he pushes me back into the bed. I fall back and he falls on top of me.
"I.. love.. you.. so.. much.. Phee.."
Mike whispers between kisses.
"I love you too." I kiss him.
"Come here." he rests his hands under my back and pulls my body up towards his.
He kisses my neck and slightly sucks on my collar bone.
"Don't ever think I don't love you again ok?" he looks sternly in my eyes.
"Ok."
Hey hope this was ok :/ I don't think it was great, but hope you like it! Also I'm thinking of setting 2 days a week that I will update this fanfic so it's get more routine! I'll comment when I've decided what days :)
