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"it was a pleasure to see you in my dreams"

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jaren reached out, trying to catch his hand. but it slipped right through him. he panicked, reaching his other hand out but that one slipped through as well.

jaren screamed, no sound came out.

jaren watched as he fell.

and suddenly there was a change of scenery, jaren was at a wedding now.

and there he was, standing at the front with another person in front of him. they kissed, and everyone cheered. but jaren cried, sad he wasn't the one getting married to him.

another change of scenery, a grave. it said his name on it, jaren sighed. seeing as he didn't have a ring on his finger, he never married him.

jaren then fell through the ground, slipping into darkness.

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jaren woke up abruptly. the series of dreams hitting him like a wave. he suddenly started crying, no reason why.

"jaren?" john stood in the door way, a concerned look on his face as he looked at the shorter.

jaren stood up, rushing over to john and crashing into him. he hugged him tightly, trying to imagine him.

"it's cam again isn't it?" jaren nodded against john's chest, not wanting to let go. john sighed, pulling jaren a little closer to him.

poor jaren, his feeling makes his mind numb.

he didn't know what to do.

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A/N: im sorry these chapters are so short, it goes with the aesthetic though so im not really that sorry lol

love you all <3

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