"im sorry"
!warning: this chapter includes kinda-smut!
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"cameron it's me,"
cameron walked over to the door, opening it slowly. the one person he didn't want to see, jaren. but he step aside nonetheless to let him in.
they sat on the bed, sitting in silence for a little.
"im so sorry," jaren whispered. "i didn't mean to hurt you, i swear. i was scared, of myself, the future. im in love with you cameron, and im so sorry."
"why are you sorry? it was stupid of you to lie to me but im scared too. we can work it out though right?"
jaren smiled a little, he nodded his head at cameron.
"we can."
they sat in silence again, cameron stared at jaren as jaren stared at the ground.
"kiss me." cameron whispered, grabbing jaren's shirt and pulling him forward.
this kiss wasn't like the first one, it was needy and messy. teeth clashed, tongues fought for dominance, cameron of course won.
eventually the kiss deepened, and soon clothes were stripped off. leaving the boys in their underwear.
cameron gently pushed jaren onto the bed. he started kissing his neck, making sure to leave marks. cameron looked for his soft spot and when he found it jaren let out a soft moan. immediately blushing after. cameron just smiled at him and continued to kiss him.
cameron then kissed all the way down until he was at the brim of jaren's underwear. he stopped and looked up, waiting for the approval. jaren nodded at him and cameron continued.
he pulled off the canadians underwear, then slipping off his own.
they did make love that night,
and they both were beyond happy.
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A/N: sorry for disappointing, writing smut makes me uncomfortable. especially when my brother is right next to me! <3
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