Last night wasn’t weird or uncomfortable at all, which is shocking to me, not quite understanding how this even came to be I just accepted what happened. But now I’m in and there is no going back. We're together, I guess, in a way. Besides the point of 'DTR' my mind is spinning in excitement for the next couple weeks. A lot can happen in seventeen.... sixteen days, and I pray a lot does.
I’ve been awake for almost an hour now, lying with him. He must be very tired because he’s usually up before me, cooking breakfast, or doing some random organizing, but today he is sound asleep and I don’t want to wake him though because he looks so peaceful, so I let him slumber. Lying next to him I can feel the heat contracting from his body onto mine and its getting a little warm. So I through the sheet covering me off and onto him and this small simple disturbance seem to be enough to wake him.
He rolled and stretched then with a sigh turned to me with a grin. I responded with a light kiss to his forehead.
"Good morning." he said with another yawn.
"Morning." I stated. I went silent as we share a stare. "What would you like or breakfast." I asked.
"Anything, everything. I did work up an appetite." He snickered at himself while I rolled my eyes and slightly pushed him.
"I’ll go make us some, toast?"
"Toast with peanut butter would be great please?"
"Mm." I got out from the bed only to realize how cold this room was right now. So I grab one of the hoodies sitting on the dresser and head out to the kitchen.
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When I came back with the toast he wasn’t in bed he had gone to the bathroom to freshen up. I took this opportunity to run to the guest bathroom and do the same.
When I got back He was laying gin the bed acting like he had never moved.
"Here you are babe." I said while handing him the toast. He looked at me weird when I said this; I had never called him anything but Harry usually.
"Thanks..." he had a condescending little grin on him, which caused me to blush a bit.
Between the munches of his toast he looked over and clearly states "Last night was amazing."
"Thanks" I giggle out "It was amazing for me to."
"And think we could have been doing that every night for the last two weeks."
I blushed, set my toast down on the bed side table and rolled over onto him. "I guess we'll have to make up for lost time." I grinned into the kiss. We stayed here for a bit playing around and laughing at the inside jokes.
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We had talked about what we were going to do today, for a date, and decided that going out to a club was the easiest to do since it would be dark and people wouldn’t be able to recognize Harry.
"Are you almost ready?" I hear him call from down stairs.
"Almost!" I replied in a hurry. I was finishing the final curls in my hair and going around in my mind which shoes. I decided on my nude pumps, fancy enough for a club but comfy enough to dance in. I had on my little sexy black dress, paired only with earrings.
I made my way down the step and saw him waiting by the door. He smiled at me in approval. We walked to the large expensive car and drove off. The city was beautiful at night, not small but not big and scary. I approached a club with blue letter lit up say "Quest". This was the biggest club in Maine, filled with people and cameras and cars. Harry pulled up handed the man thirty dollars and the keys. He then opened my door and let me out, lending me his arm for an escort.
We entered the building and at first I couldn’t hear a thing, but then regaining my hearing I heard harry yell "I'll go get is some drinks!"
I nodded and off he went I tried to stay were I was but was moved from my place by an incoming crowd. I stumbled and slipped headed for the floor ass first, thankfully there was a person behind me. I felt long thick arms come under my arms. They lifted me up and I spun around to be staring at a tall tan, boy. He looked young in the face, but his body was so muscular, very easy to see through his tight black t shirt.
"I'm so sorry!" I yelled over the music. I had noticed in catching me he had spilled his drink, looked like straight whiskey.
"It’s fine, I'm not used to sexy women fall all over me, so I wanted to enjoy!" I smiled and laughed at his witty saying. "Let me buy you a drink?"
"Oh I'm here with my boyfriend; he just went to go get me one!" I felt bad.
"I don’t think he will mind, I did save your life!"
"It wasn’t that big of a favor but, nice try!" I smiled turning around to head back to my spot.
"So yes! Stay right there I'll be right back!" Before I knew it he was gone, and then back with now two glasses of whiskey in his hand.
"Here you are!" he handed me the glass.
"Oh well Thanks!" I tilted my head to him.
"Cheers to a great night ahead!" He pushed his glass to me and we crashed glasses. Then drank. I shot my full hoping to relax a bit. And with this we started dancing. I wasn’t into the dancing much because my eyes were searching the room for harry, but this boy was all over me. He kept touching my bum but I didn’t seem to care. It was just one shot, what was wrong with me.
A few more songs go by and we stop dancing but he pulls me to the couches and we take a seat.
"What’s your name?" he asks.
"Megan, yours?"
"Taylor Dermas. So do you live around here?"
"Yeah about 15 minutes away!"
"I'm out of town, I live in Pittsburgh! Came up here for the crab!"
Our conversation went one for a while and too soon I felt pressure on my face. He was kissing me and I was kissing back. This wasn’t right and I knew it but I didn’t know what was wrong with me. We were vigorously kissing now and he began moving his hand up my leg and into my dress. I felt his fingertips touch me where I didn’t want him to, but I didn’t stop him instead I pulled from the kiss with a moan. I closed my eyes and tilted my head up in pleasure.
All at once I came back to reality! I jumped back and pushed him away!
"WHAT THE HELL!" I yelled
"Come on now just go with it!" He had a familiar ring to his voice. It scared me. I lost my breath with the memories, the panic was coming back!
I got up pulled down my dress and scurried away through the crowd. I made it almost seven steps until I felt a tug on my arm. It was Harry. I turned and wrapped myself around him and in him. But he wasn’t excepting my hold. He stood there stiff.
Pushing me back he looked at me disgusted. "WHAT WAS THAT?" He screamed at me.
He had seen, he had seen everything. Me in my drunken drugged self I slurred into my apology.
"Haaryy, haaryy lisen, I'msory He CameOn TaMe. ImDruged ind dunk." I think I made sense. I was stumbling and slipping all around the place. He had a firm grip on me. This was followed by a hard pull on my arm. I was being dragged out by him.
"We ar goinnn home." He slurred I could tell he was drunk to.
When the car pulled up we got in and Harry took the wheel. We were driving for about five minutes until he pulled into a dark empty lot.
"How did, why. Megan." he stumbled out.
I didn’t know what to say so I just kissed him. He actually kissed me back for a little but then pulled away again.
"Why did this happen?" he asked with his eyes closed to centimeters from my face.
"Idont know. But Haaryy I love oo. Please IJust wantyou jus cum foe me." I didn’t know how dirty I was being. But obviously enough.
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Together Is The Battle
Hayran KurguI'm Megan. I was raped. And I dont want this to take control of my life. But however it seems it does anyway. I need help but I wont accept from anyone except for Harry. Not the doctors not Hanna but Harry. He loves me and I love him, love at first...