helloooo, it's 2019 now!
how are you?
sorry, maybe that's a stupid question, because i assumed that most of you feel the same way as i am.
a bit disappointed.
again for the second time, i woke up just to see that devestating news (first one the broke up thingy).
i was like, oh well it's happening.
i felt hurt, a bit. but then i didn't feel anything at all.
rasanya gue pengen lari ke krystal, terus bilang,
"hey it's okay. kita ngopi cantik aja yuk. lo bisa curhat ke gue sepuasnya. you deserve better."
lucu ya. padahal mungkin krystal malah fine-fine aja denger berita ini.
karena sebenernya gak ada yang salah sama hubungan kedua sejoli yang baru ini.
kaistal putus udah setahun lebih. dan 'mereka' jadian baru-baru ini.
it's a normal thing. it happens a lot in reality.
pacaran, putus, move on, punya pacar baru.
kalian juga pasti pernah ngalamin kan?
kita juga gak tau apa yang sebenarnya terjadi sama kaistal.
sedalam apa mereka menciptakan kenangan indah, atau luka satu sama lain.
kita gak berhak merasa kecewa.
iya, pernyataan di atas gue simpulkan secara logika.
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tapi secara hati beda lagi.
i already told you, kalo gue sesayang itu sama kaistal.
makanya secara emosi, gue marah dan kecewa ke salah satu pihak.
how dare you for doing this to my girl.
how dare you to let her down.
how dare you.
but, then i decided to let it go.
it's their life.
we can do nothing about it.
yang bisa gue lakuin sekarang adalah, tetep ada di kapal kaistal.
kapal pertama gue, dari jaman belom jadian, jadian, sampe putus.
gue gak akan pindah kapal, walaupun gue kesel dan kecewa sama salah satu pihak.
kaistal adalah inspirasi gue.
i just need time to healing.
so, please be happy ya teman-teman :)
cheers to 2019 🥂
