Date October 20, 2017 / Friday
Time 12:20 p.m.
I hate him but I let him in.
I hate how he knocked on the door
On the door of my weak and broken heart.
Repeatedly, continously.
He is persistent
To come inside
My weak, broken, and tattered heart.
Banging the door,
Like there's no tomorrow.
Banging the door,
Like it would collapsed in front of me.
He felt victorious to see,
How my anger rise.
He felt victorious to see,
How I gritted my teeth.
He felt victorious to see,
How I slowly walked
Towards the door,
And...
When I opened the door,
I saw him.
Smilling from ear-to-ear.
Saying,
"How are you, my dear?"
He smiled,
Like he doesn't do anything wrong to me.
He smiled,
Like he isn't the reason.
Why I cry
Every night,
Every morning,
Every day.
"I miss you."
He said.
I want to answer
"Me too, jerk!"
But no words
Came out of my mouth.
"I love you. "
He added,
Those are the three words
That made my heart
Beats fast.
Faster than a running train.
Faster than the flow of water down falls.
Faster than the speed of light.
Those
Are the three words
That made me let him in.
Forgetting the pain,
Forgetting the sorrow,
Forgetting the misery,
Forgetting
What he did to my heart.
How he stabbed my heart,
Repeatedly, continously.
How he torn my heart
Into pieces.
Grounded it,
Pounded it,
That I can't see it
With my bare eyes.
Melting the pain,
Melting the anger,
Melting the grief,
I know
That accepting him
Is also
Putting my heart into danger.
I know
He will again
Do the same things.
I know
He will again
Play with my heart,
Play with my emotions,
Play with my mind.
I will accept him,
Open arms
Smile curved into my lips.
I'm more than willing to risk everything,
Because one things for sure
And that is
......
......
I LOVE HIM
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