19. I Promise I Do.

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I promise that I love myself,
I promise that I do.
I promise that I watch myself,
From multiple point of views.
The love I may give myself,
May not be enough.
But it will do.
Even though it may not be much.
It's enough not to give up on me.
Enough to push through.
I may not watch my weight,
And my bones may protrude.
But I promise I love myself,
Enough to eat a meal or two.
I promise that I've slept,
Not as much as you would like,
But I let my head get some rest.
Even for an hour or two.
I promise that I love myself,
I promise that I do.
Even if I fill my lungs with smoke.
It's just something I have to do.
To keep me sane.
My brain goes insane,
If I let my hurt run through.
I promise that I love myself.
I promise that I do.

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