"Wait!" I yell.
Dr. Haynes looks at me.
"What if I do want to surrender?" I ask.
"Poor Mili. You just can't handle it can you?" She says.
I walk to her with my hands up.
"Mili, what are doi-" Stefan pleads, but I stop him.
"Dr. Haynes, I- I'm sorry. I didn't want any of this. I, I just want everything to go back how it was." Tears roll down my cheeks as I move closer still.
The woman lowers her gun. She rummages through her bag and pulls out a syringe.
"Mili? What are you doing?" I turn around to look at Stefan and see a few tears rolling down his cheeks.
"I was doing fine. I just want to forget all of it." I try to explain to him. Why doesn't he come with me? Simulation or not, at least it was a peaceful life!
"But- but what about us?" He stutters.
"I'll see you there. We'll just start over. Stefan-" I walk up to him and put my hands on his cheeks, "- I love you. I did the moment I saw you, I just didn't acknowledge it. That won't change tomorrow." I try to smile.
"Please don't do this, Mili." He pleads again.
"Come with me, Stefan!"I go back to Dr. Haynes who has uncapped the needle. She places it above my arm and lowers it into my skin.
The last thing I see is Stefan running out the door.I should have known. Why would they let me go on living? There's always a chance of me finding out again...
I should have known that I'd never wake up.
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The End.
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