Sans X Suicidal!Frisk

Chapter Three

Papyrus's pov

Ever since that night, I feel different and I don't know why I feel so bad, the great papyrus never gets upset!! But for some reason I am.

"pappy, can I speak to you in your room" frisk seems sympathetic and confused, sans had a look of concern, ugh I'm really bad at hiding things...

~time skip~

Me and frisk walked up to my room, frisk sat on my bed so I sat beside her.

"pappy this may be nothing but you seem so out of it today, I know you don't have to be happy all the time but even when you're upset you aren't so distant like you are today..... I.. Is anything bothering you pap?"

What am I supposed to say, I could never lie to anyone the great papyrus is too great for that! But even if I did she will know.... but I don't even understand why I am like this today myself..... I can't make them worry about me....

" I..... I j.. Just f.. Feel a little sick..... Th.. That's all!"

"Papyrus" frisk basically growls and clearly not buying my terrible lie. "It's okay papyrus, take as much time as you need, though please be honest, we won't be able to solve this if we know what is happening, I care about you and want to help you feel better"

I never tell lies and I can't lie to frisk she's so kind to everyone... it would be cruel to treat her as if I don't trust her, I feel gross hiding it from them...

*sigh* " I.. um- we... you- th- *sigh* frisk, i don't know why I'm like this myself, all I know is that this feeling started when I saw sans discover what you had done to yourself and when I saw the damage something just...broke, I ran to my room and just cried I later called Undyne to stay over when I couldn't bare being so alone anymore."

"I'm so sorry papyrus... I'm so sorry you had to see that...I don't know why I did that to myself"

I don't want to say anything but it feels like she isn't telling the truth... (back to frisk talking)

"I hate myself for making you guys go through all that trouble just because my mind was blank... Anyway I think sans has a better idea on what to say, I can't help much, especially if I'm the source of your current problem..."

"frisk did you lie about not knowing why you hurt yourself so bad? I know I lied to a you but I did tell you the truth eventually, so please... I just want to know how I can help you.... You're like a sister to me... I don't k..... know..... W.. What I would d... Do if.. I.... I lost you"

I couldn't help but cry, that image of her in that state has been hurting me so much, and I haven't even heard a reason for why she did it...

"pappy" frisk looked down with tears threatening to fall then started to cry, she pulled her oversized sleeves over her hands and pulled her knees up to her chest drooping her hed into her knees.

"I'm sorry pappy, I'm so sorry."
I can't bare the sight, I wrap my arms around her.
"shhhhh, it's okay, the great papyrus is here for you, and I the great papyrus shall never stop believing in you, I'm sorry if I upset you and I will let you talk in your own time, it was a bit arrogent of me to ask, but if you ever feel the way you did in that state again, please tell me and always remember that we all love you, and would be lost without you." she buries her head into my chest, I rest my head on hers, we both cry for a little while.

Frisk's pov

I look up at papyrus, "I wanted to die when I cut my wrists open, I don't know how well you will understand everything I say but something needs to be said."

Papyrus's right eye glowed a firey orange while the other one was black, he has a sympathetic expression on his face. "even if I don't understand everything, I won't give up trying to help you and at least I'll have an answer so it won't hurt me so much."

Sans's pov

Pappy and frisk have been upstairs for a while, I should check on them, I teleport to outside of pappy's room and put my ear against the door.

"at least I'll have an answer so it won't hurt me so much." what is he talking about?!?!

"the reason I tried killing my self was because, I was held captive by chara while she killed everyone, I.. Including you and sans.... Once I managed to get out of chara's control,  I broke the stats button and hurt myself before resetting, I couldn't bare to face you after all the fear and sadness I forced on you guys, I hate myself every single day, I... I.. I'm sorry..." I heard frisk brake down in tears.

-click-

"hey, are you ok?" pappy and frisk both look at me, my soul aches at the sight. Frisk's head suddenly drops into pappy's chest; "frisk!" I rush over to make sure she hasn't done anything like that' night' again.

Stats: hp, magic, lv
Hp: 61 out of 120

When did she loose any hp? She was fully healed when she was discharged, just under half of her hp is gone but, it isn't critical damage and can be healed easily.

"sans, is frisk okay?" papyrus sounds upset but more himself again, luckily frisk is just fell asleep.
"she's just sleeping, it's been a long, emotional past few months for all of us, I'm just sorry you had to see it all."

pappy's arms wrap around me, he lifts his head slightly "please don't be sorry sans, I saw everything because I care for frisk like I care for you, and I don't want to be oblivious to anything that happens, even if I can't do much or understand it all, I still want to help, so please don't apologise, these things in life happens, I'd much rather experience the moment good or bad and figure out how to make everyone a bit happier if it were to happen again." pappy and I hug for a little while.

"I will put frisk in my room tonight pappy, just to make sure she isn't sick or something."

"okay brother!" and just like that he's himself again! "I will get frisk sorted and then come through to read you a bedtime story."

"yaaay!!!" pappy whisper yells as I pick up frisk gentlyand carry her through to my room, she's so light like a feather.... Something is wrong....I walk to my bedroom and place frisk on my bed as I get something for her to wear.

I notice a jumper that gaster gave me as a celebration before he got too close to the core, it's big and warm so it will be comfortable for frisk to wear.
Cautiously I lift frisk's top up above her head and take it off,
Huh? you could see her rib cage and scratches On her stomach, what happened to her??
Grounding myself I finish changing frisks clothes, tucked her in so she was comfortable then I read pappy a bedtime story.