Touched

Chapter 11- "Crazy for you"

   Emmas POV

(My Heart pounds as i raise my Crossbow infront of the deer. i took a breath and and fired. i missed. )
Emma- thats the 7th time i missed today Alec, i am better with my sword.
Alec- ah okay miss.
Emma- Would you like me to show you.
(i grab my sword and swing at him. slicing a small cut on his cheek. )
Emma- Emma, thats incorrect.
Alec- Incorrect? your to pity.
Emma- Have you heard any news about Grace?
Alec- Why?
Emma arent we gonna find her.
Alec- Were stuck in the woods, starving, with very little ammo. I doubt we will survive. i promise you we will find her.
Emma- you give promises and yet youve done nothing.
Alec- Emma, Ive been busy with-
Emma- Busy? Your busy with What HM? do something else for once.
Alec- I was Busy Protecting you..
(i look at him and Give him a slight blush. Ugh this needs to stop. i have a high point in life were i need to survive and i cant survive when hes doing this. i must tell him..)
EMma- Alec.
Alec- EMma.
Emma- Stop, doing this to me.
Alec- What being a total tease?
(He smirks at me with a wide smile exactly why i cant survive becuase that damn face. i now just realized im talking to myself and ranting about this problem YET I CANT FIX IT!)
Alec- Emma?
Emma- Im thinking.
Alec- about?
Emma- Alec.
Alec- yes?
Emma- Stop talking.
(I walk away into the house and straight to my room. I was slowly thinking about leaving the place we stayed but what good is it. we have very little food and i must find Grace or These things will kill her.
I pull my top off and swing on a t-shirt. slipping off my pants an jumping onto the bed i grab my diary off the stand. and start to write. who am i kidding the words i put in my diary are just lies to make my life seem better. I put my diary back down and look up at the ceiling. its slowly getting dark, the day went by so fast.. I hear a knock at the door and it was Narix. )
NArix- Emma.
Emma- Yes Narix.
NArix- can i talk to you for a second.
Emma- of course.
Narix- good.
( she sits on my bed and we look eye to eye )
Emma- Whats wrong?
Narix- do you love him?
EMma- What do you mean?
Narix- do you love Alec..
Emma- i uh..
NArix- Do you love Him Emma.
Emma- I dont know.
Narix- Its a simple question.
Emma- I just dont know, Narix why do you ask..
Narix- You should know.
Emma- And if i dont?
Narix- then you find out what you want.
(She pulls me in for a hug and smies softly )
NArix- find your heart Emma, its not that hard to love.
Emma- your right.. but love is hard when you dont know what you want..
Narix- follow it.
( as she smiles at me, she grabs my hand and and rubs it. i never thought she was so nice every tear that ive cried shes been here for me. i wonder why. )
Narix- dont give up Emma.. its just love.
Emma- love?
Narix- i know you love him, its been almost 6 months and each day you spend every moment with him. its not hard to see..
Emma- really.. Does it actually show?
NArix- well, yeah it kinda does.
Emma- i think im gonna tell him..
Narix- Are you sure.
EMma- No im not.
Narix- Oh Emma, your something else.

(she gets up and pats my shoulder "goodluck emma, i wish the best for you"  taking her hand off and walking out the door she gives out a bright smile. oh shes so nice.. my goal by friday is to get Grace back, tell Alec, And Give Narix the biggest happiness of all time. starting with myself i need to fix it. i get up and run to the bathroom, i look in the mirror. im gonna regret this.. but hey whats not to miss about me? I laugh with great wonder. i open the cabnet and pick up and the scissors. i look in the mirror and gulp. "here goes nothing" i say while cutting the tiniest bit of hair. i never liked my hair, my father couldnt stand the short hair but i loved it. me being no longer 10 years old i cut my hair to my shoulders. Each hair fell to the ground. nothing to go back to unless i wanted one side short and the longer. Mm thats better. i look at my hair and smiled. My mother used to teach me how to cut hair, she always had a good time with me because i didnt know what i was doing. but i tried anyway.
i started to brush my hair and put  a red pony tail aroud it and twisted in a figure-eight posture. As i tightened my hair i looked straight in the mirror. Looking in the mirror i saw Alec standing in a cute postion "What do you want Alec" He always had to sneak up on me and felt the need. but i seen him this time. "I wanted to talk to you. I see that you cut your hair?" I pull out my bangs and turn around "Why does my hair look bad??" He laughs softly and comes towards me. "ITs perfect" My eye brows go up and my cheeks turned red i could feel the redness. "T-Thank you.." I mumbled while walking out of the bathroom. He didnt follow after to me he just stood there like a lost puppy. giving a hint that he wanted something was hard to tell i never knew what he wanted. Wether it was something to do or just to talk. i never knew what Alec really wanted. He started to smile and i raised my eye brows again. Why was he smiling did i do something?)
Alec- your blushing Emma.
Emma- I am not.
Alec- You are.
Emma- Am i really...
Alec- Mhm
Emma- oh...
Alec- Now i didnt come her for you to blush..
Emma- What did you come here for?
Alec- Emma, it isnt safe here Narix is getting slow and doesnt look healthy. i know your waiting for grace but i dont think Grace is coming back.
Emma- well we cant just leave Alec.
alec- and we also cant stay it isnt safe here. we have to move to a safer place.
Emma- are you actually suggesting that we leave Grace. What if she comes back and were not here to save her.
Alec- Emma if we stay we will starve its crowded in the house, there isnt much more we can do.
Emma- your wrong Alec, We can wait.. we can do this! (I felt a tear run down my face and quickly wipe it away and look down as more fall down touching the floor.)
Alec- Listen, IM Sure she will find us again.
Emma- And if she doesnt.
Alec- Dont think like that, We will find her i promise.
Emma- Promise is a trusting word.
Alec- Emma. I Promise.
Emma- Where are we gonna go..
Alec- I dont know we will find somewhere. Just not here.
Emma- your crazy Alec..
(He looks at me and pulls me close to him. i felt his hand Grab mine and he put it on his hip. "Crazy for you Emma Jeans." he brings my head up and holds my chin, A rush of blood just flew through my veins. i took my hand off his waist and put it on his cheek. As it stayed there he softly kisses my palm and smiled right back at me. You know when i always see a smile like his i wait for the little sparkle and this time i think i saw it. The moment he smiled i pulled my self forward and kissed him. all that rush of Grace, LOsing my Mother and Father, Feeling like the world is gonna end. It ended.. Every time i felt the touch of a bad feeling i kept it close to his soft lips. But i couldnt help but to say the words he said. "IM crazy about you To Alec Codwell.")

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