The Heartache He Gives

Chapter 12

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I open my eyes and instantly wince due to the bright sun that is pouring through the slightly opened silky curtains ,that's definitely not helping my throbbing head at the Moment

God, I'm never drinking again

After Damien dropped me off, after his once again hash words, After my breakdown I came to the decision to not talk to him and avoid Him at all cost, something I should've thought of doing weeks ago, something I should've did from the get go

I wasn't going to put up with him anymore,I was tired of the back and forth,And I was tired of the useless bickering,this isn't how my last year of high school should be,I should be carefree and only worried about my GPA,not about some handsome obnoxious tattooed bad boy who puts me down every Chance he gets

Already getting frustrated from my thought I get up from bed and go into the bathroom, I take notice of My horrific reflection as soon as I cut the lights on, my hair is a tangled mess, I had mascara all under my eyes,and my eyes look small and puffy

Not only that but my stomach starts to churn as I realize the familiar feeling of the need to throw up,I hurry and level down to my toilet as the acidic liquid comes running out of my mouth

The contents that once took place in my stomach are now in the toilet and ready to be flushed as I continue to spill my guts out,tears starts to stream down my cheeks and my nose becomes stuffy and runny at the intensifying feeling

After vomiting my life away I sit on the floor for a few seconds trying to catch my breath but get up quicker than I thought for I can't stand the taste that is being held within my mouth

I brush my teeth gladly getting rid of the unappealing flavor and head into the shower right after, feeling dirty and sticky from the sweat that produced over the loud music and hot atmosphere in that house

I turned on the water scorching hot and as soon as the little pebbles of water hit my skin it felt marvelous It relaxed my muscles and that was something I needed right now

He's a jerk! He really think he knows me doesn't he? I've done absolutely nothing to him, not one thing, I even finished the project like he told me to and got a good grade on it for both of us So why does he treat me like this?

30 minutes later I decide to finally get out of the shower as my fingers become prunes and the water temperature goes cold making me shiver, I defiantly fogged up my whole bathroom but I can care less , Today I decide to stay in maybe even invite Nathan and Sarah to come over

My auntie is at work and won't get out till later tonight, with that in mind I change into some black spandex shorts and a yellow t-shirt, I head downstairs and take out some pain relievers from the cabinet and quickly swallow it down with some water

I take some time to make myself some breakfast which consist of toast, eggs, and a bowl of fruit, it's the least I could do for my weak body at the moment,my stomachs been growling like crazy from the second I got in the shower

Once my so called breakfast is completed I head into the living room with my food and phone in hand and turn on the tv putting On a random show

Around 40 minutes into it I feel my phone vibrate on my lap as I scan my eyes through it to see the message I got from Nathan

Nathan:Good morning Lilian how are you feeling?

He's so caring and charming,that is what I need at the moment not some argument over ridiculous things

I have a minor headache but I'll be fine thanks for asking

Nathan:No problem I just hope you feel better and Did Damien touch you in any way

No, he meant what he said and
Dropped me off home

I decided not to tell Nathan what actually happened because I feel like it would start a fuel that ain't really necessary I feel guilty for lying to him but if we're being honest Damien did take me straight home only to end the night with some offensive comment

Nathan:I still don't like him nor trust him with you what was his problem anyways?

I wish to know the answer to that question as well

I don't even know, All I know is that he despises me

Nathan:That's not what it seemed like

(Authors note: 👀☕️ )

What do you mean?

Nathan:Damien doesn't care about anything,he does what he wants and that's that I guess it's in his nature to simply not give a fuck about anyone but himself So the fact that he took you home yesterday because you were "drunk" is so not like him at all

I'm sure he at least have one thing he cares for everyone should

Why is he like that?

I ask the one question that's been poking at me

Nathan:I don't know he probably just grew up being an asshole but it's better to not hang around with him, He's bad news, I'm not going to force you to not hang around him but it'd be better if you just didn't

Like I said he despises me, I despise him so wether I like it or not we're never going to be hanging around each other

Nathan:Ok so whachu up to today?

He asks briefly changing the conversation

Nothing much you wanna come over and hang out?my aunts out working so I have nothing to do

Nathan:Yea sure I'll be there in like 1 hour is Sarah coming?

I have to ask her but most likely she'll come

Nathan:All right I'll see you later then

*you have 1 unread message from Sarah🙊❤️*

Sarah🙊❤️:Ugh Lilian I regret going to that part I have the worst headache ever how are you holding up?

With a headache as well but it's not as bad as it was when I woke up

Sarah🙊❤️:That's good what happened with you and Damien yesterday

I told her everything that happened from him pushing me against the car to the heated argument

Sarah🙊❤️:He's a jerk!!how even dare he but I must admit that it low-key sounds like he's jealous

Jealous? Ha! Damien and jealousy shouldn't even be put in the same sentence

Jealous?Damien?😂ok I think the alcohol is still in your system Sarah you should rest

Sarah🙊❤️:Very funny😒but I'm serious though

Yeah ok whatever you say anyways can you come over today and hang out with Nathan and I?

Sarah🙊❤️:Yea sure I'll be there in 20

I stand up and tidy around The house putting my dirty dishes in the sink and washing them
I go back to the living room and watch tv to kill some time until Nathan and Sarah get here

Damien isn't jealous, why would be be jealous?we are just enemies,well I guess I'm his enemy because I don't think of him as my enemy,he just likes to speak his mind about me even when he's absolutely wrong about it

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