The Heartache He Gives

Chapter 17

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That.Was.Nerve wrecking

Why out of all people would Jared be the one to help me?I'm not complaining or anything, I'm actually glad he came and got me out of that situation, I didn't know what to do,or say since I've never been in such position before

Then again I've never thought I'd be the one to be at a party like this but here I am and unfortunately scared trying to look for this dang 'ol bathroom

But on the bright side at least there are a few people roaming around here and there so I'm not as lonely as I feel, especially with the bright lights, if they weren't there I would be busting my behind right about now being that it would be very dark and there'd be no possible way for me to find this bathroom or watch my step

As I go further into the woods I finally see a little blue building glowing under another post lamp that reads the words "RESTROOMS" in bold letters,I quickly make my way to it,not being able to hold it any longer

My face drops when I take in the horrid bathroom,the lights flicker like in one of those scary movies where the girl is by herself in the bathroom then a killer stabs....her....

Why am I doing this to myself? Out of all the times I could've thought about that I decide to think about it right now?

I get into one of the.....let's say.....unattractive stalls and do my business at a fast pace trying to get out of here as quickly as possible,I make sure my skin doesn't even come in contact with the toilet being that it's so dirty but I mean what did I expect?

A massage and a breath mint? This thing is literally in the middle of the woods, of course it'd be this insanitary

I quickly flush the toilet and go to wash my hands, at least the soap smells kind of nice,but I doubt they've changed it recently

I make my way out of the bathroom with the thought of going back to the party before I die in here but before I could even place a foot out of it I'm harshly grabbed by my forearm and pushed back in

The first thing I think of is that I'm going to die tonight..Oh god,curse my weak bladder

With that in mind I'm pushed against the brick wall,the coolness of it radiates onto my once warm back and goosebumps rise at the sudden feeling

But that isn't the only reason why I'm having such feelings,the feeling of my heart accelerating for like the 10th time today,the feeling of my breathing growing uneasy,and the feeling of my knees becoming weak

All of those feelings consume me at once when I look up to see the familiar dark, blue-yellow eyes staring down at me

"What the hell are you doing here?"he asks his husky voice sending shivers down my spine as I stare up at him

"Um,I h-had to p-p-pee" I answer the most obvious question, my voice coming out low and weak He didn't seem too pleasant with my response by the way he ticked his jaw

"You know what the fuck I mean,now answer the damn question" he spits out seeming aggravated

"I c-came with S-Sarah" I mumble looking down at my feet while fumbling with my cardigan

I hate that I'm so weak around him,but I don't blame myself, he could literally do anything to anyone with no remorse and the fact that I'm alone,in the middle of the woods with him gives him the advantage to do anything he has
in mind and that scares me to the bones

I hear him scoff causing me to look up at him curious as to what he's on about

"Weak little girls like you shouldn't even be here"he says and I hate to admit it but that actually pained me to hear