The Heartache He Gives

Chapter 25

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"Lilian!" My eyes open wide as the yelling of my name becomes clear and loud, the noise frightening my sleepy state

"What happened to my car?" Sitting up, Cindy's already interrogating me with questions, I look around confusingly, not knowing what's going on , the lack of sleep I've been receiving being the cause of my obscurity

"I-It broke d-down on the highway" I say rubbing my eyes to get rid of the burning feeling and then look at her, her face serious

"It knew it was coming, but I didn't think it would break down this soon" of course it would break down on me because that is just my luck

"How c-come?"

"It would keep making these weird noises, I didn't think too much of it at first since it did that a few months back before the year began but it stopped so I just assumed it would do the same thing this time" she says

"W-Well my...classmate said it has so-something to d-do with ac-acid, I'm not s-sure" I shrug not remembering what exactly Damien had said the problem was, my mind was completely consumed by my nervous and on edge feeling because of his presence

"I'll take it to the mechanic shop some other time but right now I'm out for the day, thank you for bringing me the stuff I left some money, order delivery or something" She says standing up and throws her purse over her shoulder

"Bye!" I say as I see her rush out the door in a hurry

"Bye!" She shouts back and then I'm left alone with silence, my mind is confused as to how I ended up falling asleep, I don't even remember sitting down on this couch but soon paying no mind to it I start to find my body sticky and gross, a reason for me to head into the showers almost instantly

I find myself thinking of what happened between Damien and I last night, that felt surreal I can't believe it actually happened I find it so unbelievable that I'm actually considering somebody put him up to it, there is no way he randomly thought "oh, I want to kiss Lilian tonight" his past brutal words makes it impossible to even think that he actually thought that

A pounding at the door brings me out of my thoughts, startles me from the pouring hot water as the disrupting noise continues to sound through out the house

Who could it possibly be!? it may be Cindy she's very forgetful of things, important things to be exact, quickly wrapping my dripping body in a towel I rush downstairs, the towel almost departing from me causing me to apply a tighter hold onto it

"What'd you f-forget this t-" as my eyes finally meet the ones before me, my jaw immediately drops my eyes widening along with it, this-this was the last person I expected to be on my door steps

The feelings.

Those feelings are coming back, piling onto me like a mound of leaves, my heart climbing and beating out of my chest, only he can produce those feelings onto me, only he can make me forget almost everything in a matter of seconds

"I-Wha-Ho-Yo....What are y-you doing here?" My mind is foggy, the words coming out like a broken CD what is he doing here!?

He says absolutely nothing simply just stands there "D-Did I forget so-something?" I question again, trying to get some kind of answer out of him

He shakes his head..not the answer I was looking for but ok

"S-So what ar-are you doing here?" He then steps forward and I back up, my hand still on the knob just in case I need to slam the door in his face, but to each step he takes the tighter I grab onto the poor thing, my fist turning into a shade of white