The Heartache He Gives

Chapter 18

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Once I see the party I run in and glance around for Sarah to see her stood in the same spot, scolding at Austin

"Tell me where the hell he took her" She tells him as I near close to them,she hasn't realized I'm here since her back is to me

"I don't know where he took her for the last damn time" Austin replies

"He needs to hurry the fuck up cause you giving me a headache" he says running a hand through his features,seeming frustrated

"I don't care about your damn headache!"she yells out

"I need to know where your perverted ass friend took her and I know you know estupido"she says

(Estupido:Stupid)

"S-Sarah" I grab her attention in which she quickly turns around

"Oh fuck, are you ok? I was trying to get to you but this dumbass wouldn't let me go" she turns and glares at Austin but he just smirks and sends her a wink

"Go to hell" Sarah tells him

"C-Can we g-go?" I say softly and glance back at the entrance

I'm trying to leave before Damien gets back,I feel humiliated at the fact that I let him go so far with me,I know kissing isn't much but to me it is since I'm not as experienced as the average high schoolers at this school I mean he's my second kiss and that's something I'd Never thought I'd say

"Yeah let me just grab my stuff" she says and heads towards the bar,I nervously stand there and make a quick eye contact with Austin before looking back towards the entrance

God I'm so on edge right now

"Come on" Sarah says once she gets back and starts walking toward the entrance,I quickly follow behind her wrapping my arms around myself as the cool breeze flows with ease

What happened keeps replaying in my head over and over again,I'm not going to lie to myself and say I didn't like it,I despise that I did found some pleasure in it,and that it came from someone like him

The conversation they had right in front of me bothers me so much,they did it like it's the most natural thing in the world and that disgusts me

My heart starts to beat out of my chest once again when I see him come out of the woods,his eyes on me as he walks on the same pathway,his features glowing under the light making his stern expression clearer than ever

No,please no,please just let him walk past me without another word to say to me, I'm done for the night and can't take anymore of his insults

I look down hoping that'll restrain him from talking to me but of course it doesn't go my way..it never goes my way and I take notice of that when his hands latches onto my elbow stopping me as I look straight ahead not giving him so much as a glance,my breathing starts to pick up when he leans down to my ear

"Don't for a second think I enjoyed your lips on mine,trust me when I say I was disgusted the entire time and you better not tell anyone about what happened back there, I'm not one to be found kissing girls like you, it'll ruin my reputation" he whispers as each word is like a stab to the heart,not done with his derogatory "speech" he forcefully grabs onto my chin making me look to the right and up at him..I just want to leave